WANTING FOREVER....

Wanting forever,
your warmth to be near....
Wanting forever,
for your smile to be here..!!!
To re-live your touch,
maybe too much...
To re-embrace you,
to be entranced by you..!!!

I wish this would last forever...
but time seems to fly-by so fast..!!
I never want you to go away,
but when you do, i cannot put my soul to rest..!!!

I can't explain, how much i treasure and care,
the few moments we share..!!
Your every word lingers within me,
every move you made, is in my memory..!!
But the few moments that i want to remember the most,
are the ones of love, that can never be lost..!!!

Now i think of you,
almost every day and night...
But ever since your eyes met mine,
you are out of my reach,
But never out of my mind and sight...!!!

I WISH TO BE WITH YOU....forever and for always...!! ohh i miss u so much

How do I tell you how I feel about you....

When everytime i think of you my body shakes...
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and...
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.

When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there...
everytime i see you smile my heart melts and...
every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.

I've tried somehow to say:
you're the sun that lights up my sky...
the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day....
and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high.

I want so much to tell you:
that without you with me each day my day isn't complete...
that since day one I've always wanted to be with you...
that no matter what's going on in my life,
you're the reason there's a smile on my face
and that loving you seems to be all I need to know.

But everytime I want to...
the words just wont come out.
to you it may sound mushy or too cute....
you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed.

Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind...
yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to..
love you more with each passing of the day.
and that I want to be with you...
come whatever may..!!!

SO FAR.... YET SO NEAR....

this is to tell you that.... maybe you are far away from me, yet you'll always be loved the same....you'll always be missed and remembered by me....!!! you'll stay close to my heart wherever you are, wherever i go.....

i wish i could wipe
your falling tears away,
as you bravely smile through your pain...
you see me suffer,
then you break down and cry,
miles apart...!!!

in your dreams,
i softly kiss you.
nobody can see the pain and longing,
that we both feel inside..!!!

miles apart...
you whisper "i love you"..
and i whisper back to the skies...
"i love you too".

when will this pain ever go away..??
even though we are...miles apart...
To be by your side,
is a dream i can't deny....
but i will wish for it to come true..!!!

i miss you so much,
that my heart is aching....
as we love,
MILES APART...!!!

LET LOVE BEGIN.... ;)

take my hand and lead the way,

tell me all you want to say.
whisper softly in my ears,
all those things that i want to hear.
kiss my lips and touch my skin,
bring out passions deep within.
pull me close,
and hold me near.

in the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, and shine your light.
in the brightness of the love,
show me that you are the one.
give me wings so i can fly...
because i can soar when you are nearby.

enter my heart and break down the walls...
its time for me to watch it fall.
i have been a prisoner, can't you see..??
break the chains and set me free.
strip me of my armour tight,
you will see, that i won't put up a fight.
release my soul held deep within,
i am ready now, let love begin..!!!

SHE IS FLAWLESS EVEN WHEN ANGRY... :)

he knows she's angry with him,
but he can not be angry with her,
she is beautiful,
and even when in anger,
she still remains flawless,
a beauty no less,
and no more than an angel,
so perfect,
and passionate,
he can not be angry with her,
even if her anger rises with no reason,
because he loves her,
and he knows she loves him anyways,
he promised to love her forever,
he had no reason for that,
and yet he had every reason,
she is his reason,
for love,
and he knows with him,
she will make it last,
for even when in anger,
her beauty is flawless,
on the inside and out.

NO REASONS... YET I LOVED YOU, and i'll always do...

love can happen just like that when u don't even expect. love happens when in a moment your heart tells you---" this is the 1 i have been waiting for, this is the 1 i have been craving for"

yes...the heart has its own reasons, that the reason and logics know nothing about..!!

What a mystery love is,
I thought that it wouldn't happen again
But I was wrong
I'm here again writing
Writing about how I feel
I fell again
For a girl
This girl like no other I've met
I want to be more than just friends

I know that I just recently met you
But I can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all I got to say
Why did it happen?
I do not know
Do I regret it?
No I don't
I want to be a part of your life
And be someone special to you
I want to keep your hugs
And to stay at your side
Don't judge me for what I'm saying
But some how I find myself liking you
I don't know how it happened
But I do hope I can stay at your side
And on this day I say to you
I like you
And there's nothing I can do about it
I've tried not feeling this way
But I can't help it
So please let me stay at your side...

EVEN IN LIFE..... THERE'S ALWAYS A BEAUTIFUL ENDING :) :)

this poem is dedicated to one of my friends whom i love so much. she just had some problems in her life and thinks that all's over. but hey buddy, i wanna tell u...and that too from experience, that in life it's not the end if it isn't beautiful.... so keep on living ur life...keep smiling, because whatever happens....our lives deserve the best we can give it :)

When your heart,
Has been broken...
And stepped on...
It leaves you hesitant,
Reluctant to try.

To give in once more,
To open up To emotion,
To dip your toe...
Into the mire,
Into the ocean...
Of desire.
To dip your toe...
Into the ocean,
Of unknown emotion..!!!

If you don’t..
Enter the water,
You wont get wet...
There is no danger,
Of being dragged under..!!

Should you take a chance?
On love again,
Throw caution to the wind...
Open yourself up to the pain,
Or the pleasure..??

Feel the love,
Washing over you..??
Immersing yourself,
The waves washing over you..!!
It may drown you,
If you do..!!
and If you resist the temptation,
You will be safe..
Unharmed in your segregation..!!

Yet, a single moment spent,
In the refreshing waters...
Stood on the ocean floor,
Is worth more than a lifetime..
Spent safely on the shore...!!

AND LIFE JUST GOES ON...

this poem is about a person from my past...

and as i say--- life just moves on. i don't blame her actually. it was her who lost the best she ever had because of her cowardice and immaturity.
god bless ya buddy...i always wished you well and i'll still always wish you well.
and for me--now, it even doesn't hurt...becoz THE SHOW MUST GO ON...!! :) :)

I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer,

Life was just too much,
I never saw my life in future times,
Or happiness and love and such.

I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump,
And had become happy with thoughts of no pain.
Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse,
I had nothing left to gain.

The sun failed to shine,
In my world overcast.
Birds no longer sang,
And the first had become the last.

All things good and whole,
Had turned and went their way.
They were never to return to me,
So I felt I should just go away.

Consumption by hate, to save was too late,
Where should I turn now?
Why do I get kicked when I’m down?
When could I be happy? Or even better, how?

Fallen and fetal,
I will return to the dirt.
Bittersweet battle within,
No longer would I hurt.

Smiles soon faded,
And hearts followed to break.
As I cried out for help,
I cried in heaven’s sake.

Routinely I cried,
For a hand to reach to me.
I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare,
And closed my eyes reluctantly.

But I felt one more fight, a chance in me,
To save myself from isolation.
Piercing my lips were words of insignificance,
And the end to my frustration.

As time's hands moved on and on,
Together, as one, we grew.
Now solitary routine you seek,
You seek you never knew,

Tired of times we spend together,
Tired of me you grow.
Tired of being tired in time,
No feelings will you show.

But in time as your thoughts are even,
Will I be thought of only as your pawn..
And will you be happy or sad
When I’m finally gone?

GOODBYE....

As I sit on this memorable place
It surely reminds me of your face.
On this place you said goodbye
On this place I said I’ll die.

You stood right and end up everything
Without letting me say anything.
But then it’s just aright
At least we didn’t end up fight.

I gave up and set you free
It is for you, not me.
I haven’t seen your real smile
With me, for a long while.
It’s not what I wished for
To make you happy is I aim for.

So I let go and give up
And still, I’m here looking up.
Reminiscing those moments with you
But still I have nothing to do.
Quickly, it was lost in a moment.
Coz I know we’re not meant.
Those times didn’t last
Coz we took love, so fast.

So much to take this pain
Without any love to gain.
This terrible heartache
Make my smiles fake.
So much lies for this heart
So it was broken apart.

Words will no longer be right
Though I stood up and fight.

For the times we spent together
And for the times I wished forever.
For the memories left inside
And for the feelings I used to hide.
For the thoughts that’s still here
And for the words you said clear.
For the promises we used to swear
And for the love we spend and share.

In this place I’ll get rid and forget
Without thinking, I might regret.
With a final kiss I’ll say goodbye
I’ll be leaving this place without a cry.

Now, I’ll let these memories fly
As high as heavens, and then goodbye

AND IT HURT SO MUCH...

I know it must have been some misunderstanding.... some sombre truth that can't be bared...BUT IT HURT SO MUCH....

I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer
Life was just too much
I never saw my life in future times
Or happiness and love and such

I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump
And had become happy with thoughts of no pain
Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse
I had nothing left to gain

The sun failed to shine
In my world overcast
Birds no longer sang
And the first had become the last

All things good and whole
Had turned and went their way
They were never to return to me
So I felt I should just go away

Consumption by hate, to save was too late
Where should I turn now?
Why do I get kicked when I’m down?
When could I be happy? Or even better, how?

Fallen and fetal
I will return to the dirt
Bittersweet battle within
No longer would I hurt

Smiles soon faded
And hearts followed to break
As I cried out for help
I cried in heaven’s sake

Routinely I cried
For a hand to reach to me
I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare
And closed my eyes reluctantly

But I felt one more fight, a chance in me
To save myself from isolation
Piercing my lips were words of insignificance
And the end to my frustration

As time's hands moved on and on
Together, as one, we grew
Now solitary routine you seek
You seek you never knew

Tired of times we spend together
Tired of me you grow
Tired of being tired in time
No feelings will you show

But in time as your thoughts are even
Will I be thought of only as your pawn
And will you be happy or sad
When I’m finally gone?

REASON FOR MY LOVE...

I love your eyes,
and the way they look..
inside me and know exactly
what I need..!!
but I don't love you
because of them...!!!

I love your smile,
and the way it
sends warmth to my heart..!!
but I don't love you
because of it...!!!

I love your voice,
and the way it reaches
inside and lifts the darkness..!!
but I don't love you
because of it...!!!

I love your touch,
and the way it smoothes away
the knots of tension brewing inside me..!!
but I don't love you
because of it...!!!

I'll never love you,
because of who you are..
or what you do..!!
But I'll always love you,
because of what WE are,
because of what OUR dreams are,
because of the way WE feel,
when WE're together...!!!

MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL ALWAYS GROW...

You give me warmth,

When it is cold..!!
With You I want,
To grow old..!!

You give me strength,
To carry on..!!
And when I am weak,
You show me how to move on..!!

You dry my tears,
With Your amazing love..!!
It must be true,
You are sent from above..!!

You ease my pain,
You disperse gray clouds..!!
You show me,
What love is about..!!

You find a way to make me smile,
Even if we are apart..!!
There ´s something I can surely say,
My love for You comes straight from the heart..!!

You must not forget,
That I love YOU...!!!!

My heart is Yours and will always be I pray the day comes when we say: “I do”
These words I wrote
To complete my vow:
My love for You will always grow

I LOVE YOU... BECAUSE...

I love you...
It's not a weight you must carry around..!!
I love you...
It's not a box that holds you in..!!
I love you...
It's not a standard you have to bear..!!
I love you...
It's not a sacrifice I make...!!
I love you...
It's not a pedestal you are frozen upon..!!
I love you...
It's not an expectation of perfection...!!
I love you...
It's not my life's whole purpose (or your's)..!!

I love you...
It's not to make you change..!!
I love you...
It's not even to make you love me..!!
I LOVE YOU...
IT'S AS PURE AND SIMPLE AS THAT.!!!

if i am the first to go...

IT IS SAID--- "Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations."

If I am the first to go,
I will wait for you in the place..
Where the crowns of Angels glow..!!

If I go first because I lost the fight,
I will be waiting with the Father..
Where the tunnel opens into light..!!
If I am the first one there,
I will await you in lush meadows..
Where heady perfume fills the air..!!

If I go first and leave you lonely,
We will meet again in paradise..
In our loved one's company..!!
If I am the first to go, allay your fears,
I will be waiting in the place..
Where there are no more tears..!!

If I go before you and we must part,
I will wait for you in heaven..
Where sweet music soothes the heart..!!
If I am first to go we will meet again,
In a far better place than this..
Where God has banished pain..!!

If I go first and I leave before,
You will find me with the angels..
Where suffering is no more..!!
If I am first to go by days or years,
You will find me waiting there..
Far beyond this vale of tears..!!

WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER

it feels like heavenly bliss,
when we are together.
it feels like a sweet little kiss,
when we are together.

it feels like as if time has stopped by,
it feels as if i have got wings to fly,
it feels like nothing can go wrong now,
the feeling is just a simple WOW,
when we are together.

when u are not here with me,
i feel as i have lost my soul,
as if i can't talk freely anymore,
i feel as i can't wait to see you,
to touch you,, feel you...
it feels as if i can't even breathe..!!
and then....
i long for those sweet little talks,
for those sweet HELLOS, "LOVE YOU's" and goodbyes..!!

and when we are together,
i forget all the stresses and turmoils,
and the blood no longer boils..!!
the smiles and the wings of love return,
as if a long-due rain has fallen on a barren soil..!!

i forget all my sorrows,
i forget all my tears,
and all the stresses just fly-away,
when we are together..!!

your love, your smiles,,,
and your giggles...
rejuvinate my soul and inspire me,...

AND THAT'S WHY....
I WAIT AGAIN, FOR THE TIME...
WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER FOREVER...!!!

TILL MY LAST BREATH....

This poem is dedicated to my love, my life....my PATLU-BOXER....

hold on to me my love,
you know i can't live without you,
like this for long..!!
you know that i need you,
to take on this world,
and the problems that it brings for me to face..!!

what i want to say,
is that i love you,
and am not afraid..!!
can you hear my voice..
when i am not there with you..??
can you feel me in your arms..
holding you till my last breath..!!

i will save you,
your words and our feelings,
safe inside myself..!!
so that, i can courageously take head-on,
the world and its demons and its stress,
that i face on the outside..!!

and i promise,
when you face the winters,
when you feel your courage fading away,
when you need a shoulder to cry-on,
when you want to share your joys and celebrations,
when you try to find solace, when you try to find me...
you will find me there waiting for you,
besides you, just as i have always been..!!

i know you will be able to hear me,
when you want that advice from me,
and when i say out your name, that i need u baby..!!
i know you can find me,
when you want to share that sorrow,
and those smiles with me..!!

i know you will know,
and that you will find me,
whenever i need you besides me,
even when i can't show the tears,
and my fears..!!

because this is a world,
that we have dreamed,
that we have conceived together..!!
a life that we have built together,
and a life,
that we will strive to preserve by being together,
FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS...!!

and here, i have saved you,
your words and our feelings,
safe inside myself..!!
you can hear my voice,
you can feel me in your arms,
just the way i do...
BECAUSE I'LL BE HOLDING ONTO YOU....
TILL MY LAST BREATH..!!

YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION...!!

i wrote this poem for a very special person in my life on her birthday..!! and i promised that i would write one for her.....so here it is---as your gift..!! it's a bit late that i am putting it here on blog....but HERE I AM...!!

You're the strength that makes me fight through my problems,
the courage that helps me face my worst and darkest fears,
the cunning that helps me overcome my many obstacles,
the inspiration that pushes me to reach my potential,
the passion that keeps my nights...interesting,
the love that enriches my life to the fullest,
and i will forever be the person that loves you unconditionally..!!

THERE's A RISE AFTER EVERY FALL...!!!

I have tried to find the words..
To tell you how I feel,
The words that will convince you..
That what I feel is real..!!

I know that you’ve been hurt by love,
And I’ve been wounded too,
But together we can heal the scars..
Of loves which made us blue..!!

I had spent some time avoiding love,
With its anguish and its pain,
But since the moment I first saw you..
I’ve learned to love again..!!

If you could only see with my eyes,
The beauty you would behold,
And with my heart you’d really know..
The love of which I’ve told..!!

I know you feel the same as I,
When in your arms I would lie,
I can feel the love that’s in your heart..
And I’ will be yours until I would die..!!

YOU....!!!! [repost of the poem]

What you do for me is wonderful;
Than the greatest dream,
I can ever dream.
What you give me is more than, what,
I could ever think of asking for.

Every hour is a miracle; that,
I only need to have inner eyes to see.

And yet, life’s a razor edge,
That I walk upon—
That sometimes knicks my soul,
But, even as it starts to bleed,
The wounds begin to heal.

Sometimes, I falter and fall;
But, even as I am going to fall,
Something within sets me right.

You are the sun, the star;
And the moon.
You are the chill of winter, and,
The heat of a summer noon.

You are not what you would appear to seem,
You are my heart,
My something within,
My miracle and my dream.

“This” you are, “That” you are too,
There is just no way of defining “YOU”.

I WANT HER...ONLY IF...

Lovely eyes as big as the ocean ,
Teeth white as pearls ,
A face like an angel ,
The body every girl wants…
The personality a guy wants in every girl ,
She can bring you up when you’re sad…
You can get lost in time thinking about her...!!!

I would do anything for her ,
Change anything about me for her ,
Anything just to make her happy,
If she’s sad I’m sad…
Even if it has nothing to do with me …!!!

She should be like an angel,
so that i would always want her back…
She would make me so happy.
Living without her would be unbearable ,
She’s the only one I should want to be with ,
The only one I really love ,
I'll find just talking to her is addicting …
but I want only a love that is purely understanding,
Purely divine and never binding...!!!

Because true love can wait,
for the time you spend together is only yours...
even if it's for a few stolen moments...!!!
because true love understands,
that your beloved is also a responsible family man...!!!
because true love is never binding...
but it provides a breath of bliss, freshness,
and freedom to the soul...!!!