Friday, December 26, 2008

if i am the first to go...


IT IS SAID--- "Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations."


If I am the first to go,
I will wait for you in the place..
Where the crowns of Angels glow..!!

If I go first because I lost the fight,
I will be waiting with the Father..
Where the tunnel opens into light..!!
If I am the first one there,
I will await you in lush meadows..
Where heady perfume fills the air..!!

If I go first and leave you lonely,
We will meet again in paradise..
In our loved one's company..!!
If I am the first to go, allay your fears,
I will be waiting in the place..
Where there are no more tears..!!

If I go before you and we must part,
I will wait for you in heaven..
Where sweet music soothes the heart..!!
If I am first to go we will meet again,
In a far better place than this..
Where God has banished pain..!!

If I go first and I leave before,
You will find me with the angels..
Where suffering is no more..!!
If I am first to go by days or years,
You will find me waiting there..
Far beyond this vale of tears..!!


there's nothing more a miracle than love

"Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy."

if we believe in the miracles of love, then nothing is impossible..!!

i have never believed that love is blind.... according to me, true love is never blind..!! i would say that true love has an eye that makes us the possibilities that we/anyone could never ever see with the naked eyes of worldly wisdom and practicality,...!!

Monday, December 15, 2008

WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER

it feels like heavenly bliss,
when we are together.
it feels like a sweet little kiss,
when we are together.

it feels like as if time has stopped by,
it feels as if i have got wings to fly,
it feels like nothing can go wrong now,
the feeling is just a simple WOW,
when we are together.

when u are not here with me,
i feel as i have lost my soul,
as if i can't talk freely anymore,
i feel as i can't wait to see you,
to touch you,, feel you...
it feels as if i can't even breathe..!!
and then....
i long for those sweet little talks,
for those sweet HELLOS, "LOVE YOU's" and goodbyes..!!

and when we are together,
i forget all the stresses and turmoils,
and the blood no longer boils..!!
the smiles and the wings of love return,
as if a long-due rain has fallen on a barren soil..!!

i forget all my sorrows,
i forget all my tears,
and all the stresses just fly-away,
when we are together..!!

your love, your smiles,,,
and your giggles...
rejuvinate my soul and inspire me,...

AND THAT'S WHY....
I WAIT AGAIN, FOR THE TIME...
WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER FOREVER...!!!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

TILL MY LAST BREATH....


This poem is dedicated to my love, my life....my PATLU-BOXER....

hold on to me my love,
you know i can't live without you,
like this for long..!!
you know that i need you,
to take on this world,
and the problems that it brings for me to face..!!

what i want to say,
is that i love you,
and am not afraid..!!
can you hear my voice..
when i am not there with you..??
can you feel me in your arms..
holding you till my last breath..!!

i will save you,
your words and our feelings,
safe inside myself..!!
so that, i can courageously take head-on,
the world and its demons and its stress,
that i face on the outside..!!

and i promise,
when you face the winters,
when you feel your courage fading away,
when you need a shoulder to cry-on,
when you want to share your joys and celebrations,
when you try to find solace, when you try to find me...
you will find me there waiting for you,
besides you, just as i have always been..!!

i know you will be able to hear me,
when you want that advice from me,
and when i say out your name, that i need u baby..!!
i know you can find me,
when you want to share that sorrow,
and those smiles with me..!!

i know you will know,
and that you will find me,
whenever i need you besides me,
even when i can't show the tears,
and my fears..!!

because this is a world,
that we have dreamed,
that we have conceived together..!!
a life that we have built together,
and a life,
that we will strive to preserve by being together,
FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS...!!

and here, i have saved you,
your words and our feelings,
safe inside myself..!!
you can hear my voice,
you can feel me in your arms,
just the way i do...
BECAUSE I'LL BE HOLDING ONTO YOU....
TILL MY LAST BREATH..!!

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

THE MOVIE THAT HAS AFFECTED ME THE MOST...!! and why..???

The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place. and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit. It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!"

well this is 1 dialogue that has inspired me the most... ever in my life..!! i have been a big-big "ROCKY BALBOA" FAN all through..!! it was around 10 years back when i first saw a rocky movie..!! and since then i have watched all the 6 parts atleast 20-25 times each...!! and everytime i have seen this movie it has inspired me no-end..!! i have not just watched it because i like and admire boxing as a sport.... its because it has always made me learn some important new lessons about life...!!

1. it has made me realize the fact that no matter what your dreams are....if u keep chasing them, then one day you will be at the place where you belong and where you have wanted to see yourself all through your life..!!


2. it has made me realize the power of the WILL TO SURVIVE..!! and this realization has seen me through most of the difficult situations of my life...wheather it was coping up and conquering depression...or if it was coming out of personal debacles...or even when i was down professionally... it made me realize NEVER EVER TO SAY "DIE" and now this attitude has just seeped into my soul and i don't know any other way to live..!!


3. the biggest gift that i think that this inspirational movie has given me is that it has made me realise that OUR CHOICES, AND NOT CHANCES...DETERMINE OUR DESTINY..!!
it has made me strong enough to take the blame for my mistakes or for my wrong choices..!! it has made me sane and wise enough now..not to blame my misfortunes or difficult situations that i have faced, on circumstances or on other people..!! i faced those tough times because i made some wrong choices, because i made some wrong decisions and because i let those situations affect me and my psyche..!! "but....it's not gonna happen anymore"--- this is what i decided 3 years back....and since then.... there has been no looking back..!!

4. it made me realize the fact that---
*
a man should be strong enough to accept his mistakes, intelligent enough to learn from them, and wise enough to benefit from them..!!!!
*be more concerned about your character than reputation....character is what u really are, and reputation is merely what others think of you..!!!

and this is what has made me out to be a better human being every new moment....to keep moving forward even when the odds are stacked high against me.....to gracefully take the blames for my mistakes and learn from them so that i strive to be a stronger, better and humane human-being with every passing day..!!

it has made me strong enough to be MYSELF.... to choose my own ways depending upon what's morally and practically right.... and not just following a road because that's the way the whole world is going without paying a single thought to the destination...!!

that's why now i proudly say about me---
۩۞۩ THERE'S THE HIGHWAY, AND THEN,, THERE'S ----- "MY WAY" ۩۞۩

Sunday, September 28, 2008

THE PISCEAN MALE...!!


Male Pisces usually have a stocky build, and are rarely tall. Although sometimes clumsy in appearance, the Pisces has a flowing and graceful way of moving. His eyes are heavy lidded and have a sleepy appearance. Often striking due to shape or color, the eyes are usually the most prominent facial feature. Pisces men are often fair haired, although not exclusively. The hair texture is silky, fine and usually wavy. The Piscean's youthful attitude is also reflected in his physical appearance. Pisces men often look younger than their years due to a jovial and optimistic attitude about life. Smiling keeps wrinkles at bay and augments natural good health.

Pisces men are mysterious, and often difficult to understand. But if you have one in your life, you are lucky. His idealism and altruism will give you an angle on the world you might not have seen otherwise. Pisces' joy of life is contagious, and with love and support these men can be steered away from the all consuming sadness that they can experience. They are worth the time and patience it takes to nurture a meaningful relationship with them.

The PISCEAN MALE has to bury his old, unrealizable dreams if he wants to move ahead in life. All this doesn't mean that he is weak or feeble. It's just that he lives in his dreams too much and has to will himself to get up and indulge in real action. When he manages to brush off the starry dust from his eyes, he sees the real world and then, goes about doing the business of earning his bread. A Piscean male has a very clever and sharp mind. The moment he starts working towards practical aims, you can be sure that he will win the next 'Achievers Award'.

The only problem comes in making him look beyond those unrealistic dreams. If your fish knows how to swim against the current, you can be sure that you are luckiest girl on this earth. After we have dealt with the practical aspect of the relationship, lets come to the emotional one. This is something you will never have to worry about, with a Pisces guy. A Piscean man will never ever be short on emotions and romance. Infact, he practically breathes them. If the practical aspect of his characteristics profile is fine, you can be sure you have been rewarded with the best guy in the world.

He never holds a bias against any person. You will never find him passing a judgment in context of anyone, unless and until he has experienced the same situation in which that person is now. Even then, he will try to understand that person's reasons, rather than criticize him. Accusations don't go down well with him either. A Pisces man is never ever mean. However, at times, he may say something, which turns out to be quite different from what he intended. He is totally dependable and you can trust him with your darkest secrets.

The charming and relaxed manner of the Piscean man makes him attractive to many people. He is non-judgmental, curious and easy to talk to. Because he is such a great listener, people will often look to him as a shoulder to lean on. The Pisces male can often feel overwhelmed by the problems of others because he is so sensitive; it is his natural instinct to help.

When Pisces is feeling overwhelmed, he will seek solitude. Being alone and away from the worlds' ills allows him time to recuperate, sort his thoughts and be creative. If he is not allowed time and space to be alone, the Pisces man can become paranoid. Sometimes he will not be forthcoming about where he has gone to be alone. Allow him to spend time away, and he will come back quickly. If you chase him, he is likely to stay hidden or leave altogether.

He is a very good listener and people always come to him to discuss all their major and minor problems. When he is with you, try not to burden him more with your tensions too. Throughout the day, he has been listening to other people's troubles and the way he is, he would have absorbed all those negative energies. Now, when he is with you, he needs to get all of this out of his system and rejuvenate himself. Piscean men have such an empathetic disposition that they need to rest every now and then, to bring back the calmness and steadiness.

If they want to be left alone, they should not be disturbed. Closeness and togetherness is good, but let them have their moments of solitude. Give them the space they desire and the heart will only grow fonder. A Pisces man is very sensitive and can get hurt very easily. He appears to be confident of himself, but on the inside, he is painfully shy. He needs to know that you appreciate him, care for him and love him. He has a very quick temper, but the anger subsides as quickly as it comes.

He will never remain angry for a very long time and will seldom hold a grudge. He has the ability to see right through people's outer layer and that makes it very difficult to fool him. On the other hand, he can fool you if he wants and such situations will arise frequently, since he likes to keep his own affairs to himself. A Piscean man may speak a small lie once in a while. This is because he has some secret fear of revealing all about himself. However, you don't need to worry, as these lies will always be completely harmless and help keep his imagination running.

Jealously is not one of the personality traits of a Pisces male. He trusts you totally, but remember he is also a man and will definitely expect loyalty from you. As far as he is concerned, you will get plenty of reasons to be jealous, as he will have close friends of both the sexes. He will also appreciate beauty, but he will never be disloyal. That's just not him. If you can cope up with this, you will be rewarded with the most romantic husband, with whom you talk about almost everything under the sun.

Pisces are very interested in mysticism and the spiritual unknown. Their spiritual life allows them to create the type of world they wish for, rather than the mundane world in which they must exist.

A Piscean guy is never too cautious about money and you will have to handle that front
. Infact, you need to present yourself as the perfect example of a saver and he will, sooner or later, follow suit. He learns quickly from the people he admires and respect, so what better person than you to teach him economy. With children, he will be a lot of fun and extremely loving. He will listen patiently to their childish problems, provide them with solutions, keep their imagination oiled and minds active. However, teaching them discipline will be your responsibility.


Remember that a Pisces man is very fond of his dreams. Never ever step on them or laugh at them - he will be hurt. Infact, believe in them and one day, you may be walking on the red carpet besides him. Trust him, give him love and keep him emotionally nourished. In return, he will shower you with lots of love and affection and provide you with a happy and rich home. Don't nag or criticize him and always support him in realizing his hopes. Nurture his imagination and one day, you will find yourself blessed with some incredibly good luck!

AM JUST SO DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU...!!!

am just so deeply in love with you that i just can't stop thinking about you..!! every second, every moment of my life and every act of my life is just for you..!! when am studying am just thinking of the ways my hard-work would make life easy and great for us, when am shopping for clothes i just think of buying the clothes that you would admire, when am lying in my bed am just thinking of the times we have been together and i cherish them, when we are not able to be in contact am just thinking of the ways you must be giggling and the things you must be doing..... people may say that i have gone nuts..!! but, the fact is that am so truly, madly, deeply in love with you that you have become my inspiration, my motivation, my strength and a reason for me to live and achieve my dreams for me and for us..!!

sometimes when i come to know of some other guy trying to woo you, i feel agitated and irrittable..!! and that's not because i have a fear of losing you and it's not even that i suspect your maturity to handle such situations ...!! i know you won't ever walk away because you love me like no-one can and because i know that no-one would be able to love you the way i can..!! but i feel agitated at those people because i know what their intentions are...!!

i like it and would encourage you to be friends with a guy who likes you, when some pure hearted guy would fall for you, because i trust their intentions and their purity and i trust your levels of maturity and that you can handle every situation with grace and intelligence..!!!

but i just can't be comfortable with the fact that wrong people are coming in contact with you, i mean people who treat love as a joke and fall in it just for the heck of it
or who can cheat someone in love just to impress someone else..!! and this is not i am jealous or possessive, it's just becuase i don't want any harm to your feeling, reputation, or to you becuase of such stupid people and their wrong/stupid acts even by a slight, slim chance..!!

i can't leave you, your smiles, your reputation and your feelings to chance..!!

AM REALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU...!! AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE WITH YOU...!! AND AM GOING TO BE ONLY YOURS FOR ALL THE REST OF MY LIFE...!! YOU MAKE MY LIFE PRECIOUS AND MEANINGFULL..!!!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

BOUNCING BACK...!!

i have been knocked out so many times,
i have been beaten, i have been betrayed,
i have lost, and i have even been down,
but hey, sorry life, just cut it out...
because i can be down but never out,
i have a knack of bouncing back...!!

life has tried hard, it has played it hard,
but, maybe i just proved to be made of a harder soul...
because god had always some better plans,
and i'll just never give up..!!

hey friend, so please play it hard...
play it hard and fair..!!
because there is no game that i won't play harder than you,
and that's why there's no game i won't win at,
because there's nothing that can keep me down.... for long,
because you can never count me out,
i have just a knack of bouncing back...!!!

so, cmo'n bring it on,
i like this challenge...
i like to weather the storms,
i like to face the rough,
because that's what makes me stronger and strong...,
i'll give it in your face, i'll call your bluff,
every single time...,
till you know that i won't ever give up..!!!

and i won't give in, till i die trying...
and it ain't some invisible strength,
it ain't just my luck,
it's not that i don't know any fears,
it's just that i grow resistant to fears...
it's just that i don't ever give up,
because i have that knack of BOUNCING BACK...!!!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

FOOD FOR SOUL....

I think alone in dreams,
Quite hoplessly it seems,
That the world could live as one,
Beneath the glowing sun.

One world, one people, living free,
Secure, in one true destiny.
I look into the starry skies,
As heartfelt tears fall from my eyes,
When I think of all the hurt thats done
Beneath Gods' warm and glowing sun.

I yearn for something pure and sweet,
Some special food for my soul,
A food to take the pain away,
And bring me to a bright new day.

Can wisdom be so hard to find?
A happiness, for all mankind,
Give me hope in fading light,
To see me through this tearful night,
As I think alone in dreams.


Monday, July 28, 2008

YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION...!!

i wrote this poem for a very special person in my life on her birthday..!! and i promised that i would write one for her.....so here it is---as your gift..!! it's a bit late that i am putting it here on blog....but HERE I AM...!!


You're the strength that makes me fight through my problems,
the courage that helps me face my worst and darkest fears,
the cunning that helps me overcome my many obstacles,
the inspiration that pushes me to reach my potential,
the passion that keeps my nights...interesting,
the love that enriches my life to the fullest,
and i will forever be the person that loves you unconditionally..!!

Saturday, July 26, 2008

CHOICE, AND NOT CHANCE, DETERMINES HUMAN DESTINY...!!!


This is a poem about things that i have experienced in my past, some experiences of mine, and is also based on some of the observations that i have made by carefully analysing things that have happened to people around me and some of the mistakes that i have seen being done even by my own very close people and friends. but my friends, strangers and to everyone i would say, that relationships are a responsibilty and a great commitment and you just can't shirk away from it by saying that your feelings have waned away or by blaming it on your sorroundings or circumstances...!!! VALUE YOUR RELATIONSHIPS...!!!
...........but by no means this poem means that we should get stuck to the past. am a firm believer that we should move on with life. but, we should never forget our past as it makes us learn our lessons for our future life...but also we shouldn't keep stuck to it as it can cause stagnancy of thought and life.


What goes around comes around,
I've heard it said again and again..!!
Yet even expecting that,
Can't take away this dreadful pain away..!!

It isn't really that painful,
Actually it doesn't hurt me a bit now,
I'm just stuck wondering why....
Why I had to take the hit..??
How is it that you can lie,
Over and over to me..??

Then you decided to come right out,
Said you had to set yourself free,
Then again after few days...
you told me you love me...!!!

Hello? ! ? Can't you hear your own voice? ! ?
You never stopped and thought,
About your own messed up choice...
I never said for you to find someone else,
Hell, I never said for you to mess around,
I never said for you to leave either...
But you were no where to be found...!!!

Then after few days, you had the audacity to say,
that I am the one you want..!!
You don't want anyone other than me,
Well if that is true as you say,
Then with me you would right now be..??

You told me afterwards,
not to be mad at you and your deeds..!!!
How can I not be mad?
Are you totally dense?
Don't be mad when you're leaving me in the dirt?
Don't be mad while you go on and jump the fence.??

Damn this is so totally unreal,
But you must need some serious professional care,
Because I don't know what your problem is..!!
But something ain't right up there..??

You threw the word love around like trash,
Then ask me to trust you..??
Trust? Do you even know what trust means?
You must take me for a total fool
Trust? Love? Faithfulness?
These are all words of a love that is sworn,
But you took these words and made them nothing,
Made them words of nothing but scorn...!!!

I hope you would think of me every night from now,
And I hope you realize what you threw away..!!

Saturday, July 12, 2008

U'll NEVER DISCOVER THE REAL ME..!!

I am boy who's grown tired from lies ,
a man who's had enough of having responsibility....
dumped over his head,
responsibility of other people's and my own wrong doings,
responsibility of an ever-smiling boy,
and expectations of being able to take it all..!!!

To other people
I might just seem like a cheerful boy,
a playful happy-go-lucky guy,
with no worries and scantly affected by fakeness and lies,
sorrounding us all in this big bad world..!!

But its most of the times ...
only a matter of a good disguise ..!!!
A mask that I use to protect myself ,
to hide my fears ,
to hide my pains and tears,
I've used it so much ,
that I actually believe the lie ...
the lie that I've made ,
a lie that I've created as a shield ..!!!

I've used this mask so much,
that now I think ,
it became my own skin ...!!
if you come to think of it,
I'm just a normal person,
like everyone else ,
struggling with life..!!

and the only way to survive ,
is to live a lie ,..!!!
just for a little while,
until people find my true identity,
my true persona, my true self...
and THE REAL ME ..!!!

Sunday, June 29, 2008

LIFE IN FULL SPLENDOR.....


Life in its fullest splendor,
Flowers in their sweetest bloom,
Feel the bliss of life slender,
Give it up, forget all the gloom.

Just living is not the sole purpose of life,
For betterment, humanity, kindness
And honesty, we need to strive ....
Caring, giving, helping, and sharing
And being truthful, we shall live without fear and be daring.

Every minute a full sixty seconds,
Each second a fresh breeze,
Happiness and success to us beckons,
Striding with confidence, unto life sheen we breathe.

Life is so happy, Life is so glee
It is just that we need to see,
Hold them! Bind them! Store them! Trap them!
Before these lovely moments flee.


Success and failure are all a life’s part,
Happiness and sadness both will depart,
Oh! Those grins and those frowns- just keep them apart,
For all these, life is really too short....
Satisfaction is what is going to stay,
Grant it to us, we shall pray.

Take it as it comes,
That’s the way to live,
Time heals all burns,
we can’t gather scattered leaves.
All we need to, but only with great difficulty do,
Is TRY BEING A BIT POSITIVE!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

THERE's A RISE AFTER EVERY FALL...!!!

I have tried to find the words..
To tell you how I feel,
The words that will convince you..
That what I feel is real..!!

I know that you’ve been hurt by love,
And I’ve been wounded too,
But together we can heal the scars..
Of loves which made us blue..!!

I had spent some time avoiding love,
With its anguish and its pain,
But since the moment I first saw you..
I’ve learned to love again..!!

If you could only see with my eyes,
The beauty you would behold,
And with my heart you’d really know..
The love of which I’ve told..!!

I know you feel the same as I,
When in your arms I would lie,
I can feel the love that’s in your heart..
And I’ will be yours until I would die..!!


Monday, April 14, 2008

YOU....!!!! [repost of the poem]


What you do for me is wonderful;
Than the greatest dream,
I can ever dream.
What you give me is more than, what,
I could ever think of asking for.

Every hour is a miracle; that,
I only need to have inner eyes to see.

And yet, life’s a razor edge,
That I walk upon—
That sometimes knicks my soul,
But, even as it starts to bleed,
The wounds begin to heal.

Sometimes, I falter and fall;
But, even as I am going to fall,
Something within sets me right.

You are the sun, the star;
And the moon.
You are the chill of winter, and,
The heat of a summer noon.

You are not what you would appear to seem,

You are my heart,
My something within,
My miracle and my dream.

“This” you are, “That” you are too,
There is just no way of defining “YOU”.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

KEEP FLOWING LIKE THE RIVER...!!!!

A steady river flowing on its way it goes,
It is not affected by anything on and on it goes,
Proud that its mission is coming to an end,
Rustling waters rolling on,
What are they trying to say?

they just say--
‘Carry on your true path to success,
Never deflect if droughts pass by,
Greet them with a happy smile,
Because you know the soothing drops of rain always come by’,

‘What are you trying to tell me dear friend?
Shall I be like you?
To dance and trance and play about,
When the sun is over my head too?
Burning me, soaking me,
Trying to deflect me from my path,
To whom should I turn about?

As like you my life has to flow on,
On and on it has to flow,
Taking along if it comes so,
Everything does not go your way...
even then try to be like me---happy and smiling,
And then you will have the secret of success..!!!

Did you hear about the balance of nature that goes on?
In the same way balance your joys and sorrows on and on,
In times of droughts don’t fill the river with tears...
Crying out in vain..!!

But try to work hard and chase your dreams
As thunder and rain will welcome you again and again,
Then surely after you meet your goal,
you'll be delighted and satisfied with your own self..
and people would admire you,
and some will envy you.....
for your determination, ambitions and success..!!
but you should just soar on and on,
with head held in sky, and feet still firmly on ground...!!!

THEN THE RIVER SAYS--
"Remember me; think of me, flowing quietly,
and then like me your dreams will come to reality’...!!!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

MY STRUGGLES GIVE ME STRENGTH..!!!


My Yesterday was so miserable
With gloomy memories, and places,
Like a sad story with a sad title,
Like a mirror broken into pieces...!!!

My Yesterday tries to put me to the test ,
A letter in the drawer, a book on the desk..!!
They’re still like a bullet piercing my chest...
Yet, today my Yesterday seems grotesque...!!!

Yesterday I touched the bottom of despair
Mad and dark I’ll let it repeat never..!!
My Yesterday disappeared somewhere
Today’s morning was truer and wiser...!!!

Now I’m strong... It’s unbelievable,
I feel regular beating of my heart..!!
It’s summer! No tear and no trouble,
Goodbye Yesterday! The sun is so bright...!!!!

Sunday, March 16, 2008

FRIENDSHIP [repost of the previous poem]

this is a poem that i wrote for 2 very special friends of mine--- nidhi and shweta. but i must say it holds true for each of my best friends--- puneet [humji], saleem [sal], sidhanth [sid], sugandha [suggu], ruchi [chi], kunal [kundal], vikram phulka[vicku], harwinder kaur[harry], aaradhana, sweekriti [sweeky], ramandeep kaur [rasna], samriti, poonam [pooh-the rockstar], neha [bector], amritpal [bachi], damandeep singh puri [tanker]. sourabh[blessu], jugesh [jogi/mota], chandan[chandu], yadwinder [yadu]..... this is also for 2 of my friends who are not in this world with me now, but their memories will always be etched in my life-- sartaaj [giani] and lavneesh [lachhi]......!!!!

SO GUYS THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU ALL------ thanx a lot buddies. u really made me what i am..!!

When I cry, you are there to help me out,
When I am happy, you are there to hear me shout,
When I grin you know that I am really mad..!!
you can always tell when I am sad,
You are one of the best friends I have ever had..!!!

You are there with me through thick and thin,
You offer a helping hand when I am dim,
You patiently listen when I want to talk,
You tell me I am good even when I have been bad,
you correct me whenever i go wrong,
You are one of the best friends I have ever had..!!!

So hear me out when I say--
You are the light in my day,
You are the moon in my night..!!
That made my life so bright,
With you I am always glad,
You are one of the best friends I have ever had..!!!

Thanks for all the ways you share,
For all the ways you care,
For all the times and laughs we share.!!!
Thanks for all the patience you show,
To bear with my antics and jokes,

Maybe that’s why, in friendship we are the best blokes..!!!

Friday, March 14, 2008

I WANT HER...ONLY IF...


Lovely eyes as big as the ocean ,
Teeth white as pearls ,
A face like an angel ,
The body every girl wants…
The personality a guy wants in every girl ,
She can bring you up when you’re sad…
You can get lost in time thinking about her...!!!

I would do anything for her ,
Change anything about me for her ,
Anything just to make her happy,
If she’s sad I’m sad…
Even if it has nothing to do with me …!!!

She should be like an angel,
so that i would always want her back…
She would make me so happy.
Living without her would be unbearable ,
She’s the only one I should want to be with ,
The only one I really love ,
I'll find just talking to her is addicting …
but I want only a love that is purely understanding,
Purely divine and never binding...!!!

Because true love can wait,
for the time you spend together is only yours...
even if it's for a few stolen moments...!!!
because true love understands,
that your beloved is also a responsible family man...!!!
because true love is never binding...
but it provides a breath of bliss, freshness,
and freedom to the soul...!!!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

EVERY SOUL IS SPECIAL..!!!


God made the mountains,
kiss the clouds..
that we may look up,
Beyond our own small world…
and strive to reach great heights..!!
He made the ocean wide and mighty,
to remind us of the greatness of his love,
and the power of his strength..!!
He frosts the earth,
With diamonds in the winter…
to reveal the riches,
That await us in heaven.!!
and he awakens the earth,
with a profusion of lilacs and daffodils…
in the spring to show us,

that we've been given…
the gift of eternal life…!!
He has created masterpieces,
and every one of them,
are part of the circle of life and serve..!!!
some great purpose.
From the forests, to the valleys,
across the dales, and even to the
most distant twinkling star,
and the early morning mist that
creeps over the hills,
God has blessed the earth with
his talented hand.
So do you think that God could have
erred when he made you?
Of course he didn't.
You're perfect,
exactly what God intended you to be.
As the earth is reborn this spring,
remember that you're one of
God's great masterpieces,
a testament to his infinite
wisdom and perfection.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

life rocks on every moment...!!!!

this is a creation of my friend PUNEET...... he didn't have a blog, so asked me to display it here...!!!! hopefully all would like this also, juzz as i did :-)

Life rocked every moment, as I used to spend every moment on the rocks,
Life was a smile, it was happiness, it was adventure, and in short it was great..
and Now it’s all about my shoulders carrying the weight……
The Weight of my parent’s expectation;
the weight of the faith of my friends in me.
life has put a question mark on me?;
Am I the one to whom god wants to show what life is, or life wants to show who god is,
Confused between these,here I am, standing in a mist; all hidden….
Seeking is what I have always done;
Thinking; life is to seek what I need….
I need friends,I need close ones,I need love;
I got all but lost it too, it just took a split of a second….
Second is what matters a lot, life changes again n again,
Life again played hide n seek, I m seeking what god wanted to hide….
Hidden is my future, my life, my expectations, my dreams,
Dreams are what I need,and fulfilling then is what I look forward to….
I am looking towards you with my folded hands;
shower the blessings that I dream of,
I dream off living life;
living life to fulfill my friend’s faith in me,
my parents, satisfied and their expectations fulfilled,
Expectation of the one who is in me, as my soul.
Soul Is what I live for , I live for you my love……
Love is what i searched for,
here n there, Here n everywhere,
it came but I don’t know where it went;
i Repent that's why I don’t have the courage to fight n hold things back,
Broken is my back, just need some one to back me up,
Up then i ll come n higher i ll go ,
where no one would have a control….
Higher n higher is what I dream off ,
but here I am just calling everything off.
Off I go in the darkness,
off I go where no one is there;
just me hiding from god so that he doesn’t find me,
n take away the darkness n leaves me broken in front of all…