I WISH TO BE WITH YOU....forever and for always...!! ohh i miss u so much

How do I tell you how I feel about you....

When everytime i think of you my body shakes...
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and...
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.

When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there...
everytime i see you smile my heart melts and...
every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.

I've tried somehow to say:
you're the sun that lights up my sky...
the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day....
and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high.

I want so much to tell you:
that without you with me each day my day isn't complete...
that since day one I've always wanted to be with you...
that no matter what's going on in my life,
you're the reason there's a smile on my face
and that loving you seems to be all I need to know.

But everytime I want to...
the words just wont come out.
to you it may sound mushy or too cute....
you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed.

Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind...
yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to..
love you more with each passing of the day.
and that I want to be with you...
come whatever may..!!!

SOMETHINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME....some fun stuff, some serious stuff and some just like that...!!!

1. your intelligence is my common sense.....so don't tell me what you know and what you don't, because you can't even imagine what my brain, mind and wit is capable of.... BEWARE... ;-)

2. i have got enemies and people who talk shit about me....GREAT, that means i actually stood up for something that i believed in..and i'll keep on doing so always...!! i don't mind...i'll rather be unpopular for what i am and for what i believe in....than being popular for what i am not and i won't ever do a thing that i don't believe in..!!

3. i admire gay men....because they leave more women for me,... hahahha ;-)

4. I AM A NON-SMOKER AND I DON'T TAKE ALCOHOL [booze] IN ANY FORM....and i hate it when people smoke around me....
but, i agree that women feel safe with men who smoke and drink....and obviously they would, because even women know that smoking causes impotency.... HAHAHAHA ;-)

5. i would never ever tell or advice someone to do a thing that i don't do myself...!! just the same way....who are you to judge me??? i am not perfect, and i don't claim to be....but, before you start pointing fingers at me....make sure your hands are clean...!!!

6. for me, life is not about waiting for the storm to pass.... rather life is about dancing in the ran ;-)

7. i believe that some people are alive just because it is illegal to kill them...and i don't want to be in jail..!!! ;-)

8. i want nothing to change ever.... but now i realize gracefully that people sometimes do change and feelings fade...!! so, just take life as it comes because YOU CAN'T GO BACK TO THE FADED PHOTOGRAPHS, BECAUSE SOMETHINGS WERE NEVER MEANT TO LAST.....!! so, believe in god and never lament, because god is the only one in supreme power to make the best plans for everyone...!!!

9. i don't believe that homosexuality should be allowed or practised by anyone...!! because if god wanted homosexuality to be normal and prevalent on earth...he would have made "adam and tom" instead of "adam and eve"....!!! so Cmo'n guys and girls...be normal just the way god wanted us to be ;-)

10. I love and simply adore my family and FFFs [fully faaltu friends] who have stood by me in my most difficult times and my hour of need....!!! they have made me realise that 1 true friend is better than a thosuand relatives and acquaintances...!!!

11. i am sarcastic and have a smartass attitude..... this is a ntural defense against drama, deceit, bullshit and stupidity....and i don't give a f*ck if anyone with mentioned traits feels offended...!!!

12. according to me, women are like LIQUID OXYGEN..... the oxygen wouldn't let you die and would be your life support....and the liquid won't let you breathe and live ...!! ;-)
but, take it or leave it, its a fact that we men won't be able o survive without women...!! so try to enjoy the flowery bed with all the little thorns ;-)

13. i never part with my dreams and fight to keep them alive till the end, because i think if they are given up upon so easily, you may still exist, but you cease to leave....!!!
my funda is---
LIVE WITH NO REGRETS AND GIVE IT YOUR BEST... जियो तो ऐसे जियो की कोई काश ना रह जाए

14. I NEVER EVER GO TO BED ANGRY.....I STAY UP AND PLOT MY REVENGE... ;-)
i neither forget, nor i ever forgive...!!! i never forget my past, but i don't keep sticking to it also...!!

15. i live in that solitude which is painful in the youth, but is delicious and soothing in the years of maturity.....

16. i love to admire and listen to people's opinion just as i would admire their dog---- i shouldn't be expected to tak it along with me... ;-)

17. I AM A LOVER, NOT A FIGHTER...... BUT I'LL FIGHT TILL THE END FOR WHAT I LOVE AND DREAM.....

ciao.....peace.... see you all soon \^^/

SO FAR.... YET SO NEAR....

this is to tell you that.... maybe you are far away from me, yet you'll always be loved the same....you'll always be missed and remembered by me....!!! you'll stay close to my heart wherever you are, wherever i go.....

i wish i could wipe
your falling tears away,
as you bravely smile through your pain...
you see me suffer,
then you break down and cry,
miles apart...!!!

in your dreams,
i softly kiss you.
nobody can see the pain and longing,
that we both feel inside..!!!

miles apart...
you whisper "i love you"..
and i whisper back to the skies...
"i love you too".

when will this pain ever go away..??
even though we are...miles apart...
To be by your side,
is a dream i can't deny....
but i will wish for it to come true..!!!

i miss you so much,
that my heart is aching....
as we love,
MILES APART...!!!