TILL MY LAST BREATH....

This poem is dedicated to my love, my life....my PATLU-BOXER....

hold on to me my love,
you know i can't live without you,
like this for long..!!
you know that i need you,
to take on this world,
and the problems that it brings for me to face..!!

what i want to say,
is that i love you,
and am not afraid..!!
can you hear my voice..
when i am not there with you..??
can you feel me in your arms..
holding you till my last breath..!!

i will save you,
your words and our feelings,
safe inside myself..!!
so that, i can courageously take head-on,
the world and its demons and its stress,
that i face on the outside..!!

and i promise,
when you face the winters,
when you feel your courage fading away,
when you need a shoulder to cry-on,
when you want to share your joys and celebrations,
when you try to find solace, when you try to find me...
you will find me there waiting for you,
besides you, just as i have always been..!!

i know you will be able to hear me,
when you want that advice from me,
and when i say out your name, that i need u baby..!!
i know you can find me,
when you want to share that sorrow,
and those smiles with me..!!

i know you will know,
and that you will find me,
whenever i need you besides me,
even when i can't show the tears,
and my fears..!!

because this is a world,
that we have dreamed,
that we have conceived together..!!
a life that we have built together,
and a life,
that we will strive to preserve by being together,
FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS...!!

and here, i have saved you,
your words and our feelings,
safe inside myself..!!
you can hear my voice,
you can feel me in your arms,
just the way i do...
BECAUSE I'LL BE HOLDING ONTO YOU....
TILL MY LAST BREATH..!!

THE MOVIE THAT HAS AFFECTED ME THE MOST...!! and why..???

The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place. and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit. It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!"

well this is 1 dialogue that has inspired me the most... ever in my life..!! i have been a big-big "ROCKY BALBOA" FAN all through..!! it was around 10 years back when i first saw a rocky movie..!! and since then i have watched all the 6 parts atleast 20-25 times each...!! and everytime i have seen this movie it has inspired me no-end..!! i have not just watched it because i like and admire boxing as a sport.... its because it has always made me learn some important new lessons about life...!!

1. it has made me realize the fact that no matter what your dreams are....if u keep chasing them, then one day you will be at the place where you belong and where you have wanted to see yourself all through your life..!!

2. it has made me realize the power of the WILL TO SURVIVE..!! and this realization has seen me through most of the difficult situations of my life...wheather it was coping up and conquering depression...or if it was coming out of personal debacles...or even when i was down professionally... it made me realize NEVER EVER TO SAY "DIE" and now this attitude has just seeped into my soul and i don't know any other way to live..!!

3. the biggest gift that i think that this inspirational movie has given me is that it has made me realise that OUR CHOICES, AND NOT CHANCES...DETERMINE OUR DESTINY..!!
it has made me strong enough to take the blame for my mistakes or for my wrong choices..!! it has made me sane and wise enough now..not to blame my misfortunes or difficult situations that i have faced, on circumstances or on other people..!! i faced those tough times because i made some wrong choices, because i made some wrong decisions and because i let those situations affect me and my psyche..!! "but....it's not gonna happen anymore"--- this is what i decided 3 years back....and since then.... there has been no looking back..!!

4. it made me realize the fact that---
*a man should be strong enough to accept his mistakes, intelligent enough to learn from them, and wise enough to benefit from them..!!!!
*be more concerned about your character than reputation....character is what u really are, and reputation is merely what others think of you..!!!

and this is what has made me out to be a better human being every new moment....to keep moving forward even when the odds are stacked high against me.....to gracefully take the blames for my mistakes and learn from them so that i strive to be a stronger, better and humane human-being with every passing day..!!

it has made me strong enough to be MYSELF.... to choose my own ways depending upon what's morally and practically right.... and not just following a road because that's the way the whole world is going without paying a single thought to the destination...!!

that's why now i proudly say about me---
۩۞۩ THERE'S THE HIGHWAY, AND THEN,, THERE'S ----- "MY WAY" ۩۞۩