WANTING FOREVER....

Wanting forever,
your warmth to be near....
Wanting forever,
for your smile to be here..!!!
To re-live your touch,
maybe too much...
To re-embrace you,
to be entranced by you..!!!

I wish this would last forever...
but time seems to fly-by so fast..!!
I never want you to go away,
but when you do, i cannot put my soul to rest..!!!

I can't explain, how much i treasure and care,
the few moments we share..!!
Your every word lingers within me,
every move you made, is in my memory..!!
But the few moments that i want to remember the most,
are the ones of love, that can never be lost..!!!

Now i think of you,
almost every day and night...
But ever since your eyes met mine,
you are out of my reach,
But never out of my mind and sight...!!!

I WISH TO BE WITH YOU....forever and for always...!! ohh i miss u so much

How do I tell you how I feel about you....

When everytime i think of you my body shakes...
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and...
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.

When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there...
everytime i see you smile my heart melts and...
every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.

I've tried somehow to say:
you're the sun that lights up my sky...
the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day....
and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high.

I want so much to tell you:
that without you with me each day my day isn't complete...
that since day one I've always wanted to be with you...
that no matter what's going on in my life,
you're the reason there's a smile on my face
and that loving you seems to be all I need to know.

But everytime I want to...
the words just wont come out.
to you it may sound mushy or too cute....
you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed.

Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind...
yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to..
love you more with each passing of the day.
and that I want to be with you...
come whatever may..!!!

SOMETHINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME....some fun stuff, some serious stuff and some just like that...!!!

1. your intelligence is my common sense.....so don't tell me what you know and what you don't, because you can't even imagine what my brain, mind and wit is capable of.... BEWARE... ;-)

2. i have got enemies and people who talk shit about me....GREAT, that means i actually stood up for something that i believed in..and i'll keep on doing so always...!! i don't mind...i'll rather be unpopular for what i am and for what i believe in....than being popular for what i am not and i won't ever do a thing that i don't believe in..!!

3. i admire gay men....because they leave more women for me,... hahahha ;-)

4. I AM A NON-SMOKER AND I DON'T TAKE ALCOHOL [booze] IN ANY FORM....and i hate it when people smoke around me....
but, i agree that women feel safe with men who smoke and drink....and obviously they would, because even women know that smoking causes impotency.... HAHAHAHA ;-)

5. i would never ever tell or advice someone to do a thing that i don't do myself...!! just the same way....who are you to judge me??? i am not perfect, and i don't claim to be....but, before you start pointing fingers at me....make sure your hands are clean...!!!

6. for me, life is not about waiting for the storm to pass.... rather life is about dancing in the ran ;-)

7. i believe that some people are alive just because it is illegal to kill them...and i don't want to be in jail..!!! ;-)

8. i want nothing to change ever.... but now i realize gracefully that people sometimes do change and feelings fade...!! so, just take life as it comes because YOU CAN'T GO BACK TO THE FADED PHOTOGRAPHS, BECAUSE SOMETHINGS WERE NEVER MEANT TO LAST.....!! so, believe in god and never lament, because god is the only one in supreme power to make the best plans for everyone...!!!

9. i don't believe that homosexuality should be allowed or practised by anyone...!! because if god wanted homosexuality to be normal and prevalent on earth...he would have made "adam and tom" instead of "adam and eve"....!!! so Cmo'n guys and girls...be normal just the way god wanted us to be ;-)

10. I love and simply adore my family and FFFs [fully faaltu friends] who have stood by me in my most difficult times and my hour of need....!!! they have made me realise that 1 true friend is better than a thosuand relatives and acquaintances...!!!

11. i am sarcastic and have a smartass attitude..... this is a ntural defense against drama, deceit, bullshit and stupidity....and i don't give a f*ck if anyone with mentioned traits feels offended...!!!

12. according to me, women are like LIQUID OXYGEN..... the oxygen wouldn't let you die and would be your life support....and the liquid won't let you breathe and live ...!! ;-)
but, take it or leave it, its a fact that we men won't be able o survive without women...!! so try to enjoy the flowery bed with all the little thorns ;-)

13. i never part with my dreams and fight to keep them alive till the end, because i think if they are given up upon so easily, you may still exist, but you cease to leave....!!!
my funda is---
LIVE WITH NO REGRETS AND GIVE IT YOUR BEST... जियो तो ऐसे जियो की कोई काश ना रह जाए

14. I NEVER EVER GO TO BED ANGRY.....I STAY UP AND PLOT MY REVENGE... ;-)
i neither forget, nor i ever forgive...!!! i never forget my past, but i don't keep sticking to it also...!!

15. i live in that solitude which is painful in the youth, but is delicious and soothing in the years of maturity.....

16. i love to admire and listen to people's opinion just as i would admire their dog---- i shouldn't be expected to tak it along with me... ;-)

17. I AM A LOVER, NOT A FIGHTER...... BUT I'LL FIGHT TILL THE END FOR WHAT I LOVE AND DREAM.....

ciao.....peace.... see you all soon \^^/

SO FAR.... YET SO NEAR....

this is to tell you that.... maybe you are far away from me, yet you'll always be loved the same....you'll always be missed and remembered by me....!!! you'll stay close to my heart wherever you are, wherever i go.....

i wish i could wipe
your falling tears away,
as you bravely smile through your pain...
you see me suffer,
then you break down and cry,
miles apart...!!!

in your dreams,
i softly kiss you.
nobody can see the pain and longing,
that we both feel inside..!!!

miles apart...
you whisper "i love you"..
and i whisper back to the skies...
"i love you too".

when will this pain ever go away..??
even though we are...miles apart...
To be by your side,
is a dream i can't deny....
but i will wish for it to come true..!!!

i miss you so much,
that my heart is aching....
as we love,
MILES APART...!!!

LET LOVE BEGIN.... ;)

take my hand and lead the way,

tell me all you want to say.
whisper softly in my ears,
all those things that i want to hear.
kiss my lips and touch my skin,
bring out passions deep within.
pull me close,
and hold me near.

in the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, and shine your light.
in the brightness of the love,
show me that you are the one.
give me wings so i can fly...
because i can soar when you are nearby.

enter my heart and break down the walls...
its time for me to watch it fall.
i have been a prisoner, can't you see..??
break the chains and set me free.
strip me of my armour tight,
you will see, that i won't put up a fight.
release my soul held deep within,
i am ready now, let love begin..!!!

SHE IS FLAWLESS EVEN WHEN ANGRY... :)

he knows she's angry with him,
but he can not be angry with her,
she is beautiful,
and even when in anger,
she still remains flawless,
a beauty no less,
and no more than an angel,
so perfect,
and passionate,
he can not be angry with her,
even if her anger rises with no reason,
because he loves her,
and he knows she loves him anyways,
he promised to love her forever,
he had no reason for that,
and yet he had every reason,
she is his reason,
for love,
and he knows with him,
she will make it last,
for even when in anger,
her beauty is flawless,
on the inside and out.

THE INNOCENT SCHOOL-DAYS :)

I remember you from long ago
I thought you hung the moon.
I have learned so much
About life & love
Since those innocent days
In the schoolyard.
Yes, I remember you.
I look back upon those days
Such innocence!
A rope not yet frayed.
We held the world in our hands
And life was good
Sure, I remember you
You were my first crush

NO REASONS... YET I LOVED YOU, and i'll always do...

love can happen just like that when u don't even expect. love happens when in a moment your heart tells you---" this is the 1 i have been waiting for, this is the 1 i have been craving for"

yes...the heart has its own reasons, that the reason and logics know nothing about..!!

What a mystery love is,
I thought that it wouldn't happen again
But I was wrong
I'm here again writing
Writing about how I feel
I fell again
For a girl
This girl like no other I've met
I want to be more than just friends

I know that I just recently met you
But I can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all I got to say
Why did it happen?
I do not know
Do I regret it?
No I don't
I want to be a part of your life
And be someone special to you
I want to keep your hugs
And to stay at your side
Don't judge me for what I'm saying
But some how I find myself liking you
I don't know how it happened
But I do hope I can stay at your side
And on this day I say to you
I like you
And there's nothing I can do about it
I've tried not feeling this way
But I can't help it
So please let me stay at your side...

EVEN IN LIFE..... THERE'S ALWAYS A BEAUTIFUL ENDING :) :)

this poem is dedicated to one of my friends whom i love so much. she just had some problems in her life and thinks that all's over. but hey buddy, i wanna tell u...and that too from experience, that in life it's not the end if it isn't beautiful.... so keep on living ur life...keep smiling, because whatever happens....our lives deserve the best we can give it :)

When your heart,
Has been broken...
And stepped on...
It leaves you hesitant,
Reluctant to try.

To give in once more,
To open up To emotion,
To dip your toe...
Into the mire,
Into the ocean...
Of desire.
To dip your toe...
Into the ocean,
Of unknown emotion..!!!

If you don’t..
Enter the water,
You wont get wet...
There is no danger,
Of being dragged under..!!

Should you take a chance?
On love again,
Throw caution to the wind...
Open yourself up to the pain,
Or the pleasure..??

Feel the love,
Washing over you..??
Immersing yourself,
The waves washing over you..!!
It may drown you,
If you do..!!
and If you resist the temptation,
You will be safe..
Unharmed in your segregation..!!

Yet, a single moment spent,
In the refreshing waters...
Stood on the ocean floor,
Is worth more than a lifetime..
Spent safely on the shore...!!

I WILL SURVIVE....

जियो तो ऐसे जियो..., के ज़िन्दगी में कोई "काश" ना रह जाए.....

I’m down on my knees but not to pray,
Just to cover my face and waste another day.
Reminiscing how I had failed before I even try,
Never make a perfect landing because too scared to even fly.

Living in a memory only get me nowhere,
Keep whining, ” I’d rather be anywhere but here”.
I’m not living just for the moment,
But I’ll try to make each of them count..
I’m here to present all that I got.

Cause now I’ve realized,
Mistakes are necessary,
the secret behind every success story.

Every blunders happened,
to be overcome and beaten.
Luck doesn’t come so obvious,
And every failure is precious.

I BELIEVE.....

I believe that the sun shines after the rain
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain
I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay

I believe in a second chance
I believe in a life long romance
I believe there is life after death
And standing up to a life of mess

I believe in love at first sight
I believe that revenge isn’t right
I believe that first impressions last
And there is nothing better then a good laugh

I believe that dreams do come true
I believe there's destiny for me and you
I believe that good things come to those who wait
I believe love never arrives too late

I believe something good comes from something bad
I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad
I believe everyone has a guardian angel
And the good you do will be rewarded well

I believe sometimes there is no explanation
I believe money can't buy people's affection
I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I believe a new day arrives with every dawn

I believe a smile can be contagious
I believe in being very outrageous
I believe in living with no regrets
I believe that life is as good as it gets

I believe that God watches over us
I believe the little things are worth the fuss
I believe you have each friend for a reason
I believe you will get punished for treason

I believe that what comes first is family
I believe we should all live in harmony
I believe in making the most of a beautiful day
And it's not the end until everything's okay

I believe absence makes the heart grow fonder
I believe you will lose if you sit and wonder
I believe every experience teaches you a lesson
And nothing cures better then a drinking session

I believe everyone has one true love
I believe sometimes we need a little shove
I believe the whole world is a stage
I believe we only get better with age

I believe that to learn you have to live
I believe that to love someone you have to give
I believe one moment can change your life
And there's still help when you’re in strife

I believe everyone has one true friend
I believe love helps a broken heart mend
I believe in the power of a song
And things will change before too long

I believe living is the best experience
I believe in not laughing at other people’s expense
I believe it’s hard to watch a lover leave
And when they’re gone all you can do is breath

I believe to always look on the bright side
I believe that life is just one big ride
I believe when I die people will grieve
But it’s ok because I believe

A SWEET LITTLE GOODBYE..... :)

About A LONG-GONE PAST...... and i wish you well..!! coz' watever happens, happens for the best... :)

I loved you-
even now I may confess
Some embers of my love their fire retain
But do not let it cause you more distress-
I do not want to sadden you again.

Hopeless and tongue-tied, yet, I loved you dearly
With pangs the jealous the timid know
So tenderly I loved you, so sincerely,
I pray God grant another love you so.