!!!...blissfull secrets...!!!

WANTING FOREVER....

2009-07-31T14:59:00.003+05:30

Wanting forever,
your warmth to be near....
Wanting forever,
for your smile to be here..!!!
To re-live your touch,
maybe too much...
To re-embrace you,
to be entranced by you..!!!

I wish this would last forever...
but time seems to fly-by so fast..!!
I never want you to go away,
but when you do, i cannot put my soul to rest..!!!

I can't explain, how much i treasure and care,
the few moments we share..!!
Your every word lingers within me,
every move you made, is in my memory..!!
But the few moments that i want to remember the most,
are the ones of love, that can never be lost..!!!

Now i think of you,
almost every day and night...
But ever since your eyes met mine,
you are out of my reach,
But never out of my mind and sight...!!!

I WISH TO BE WITH YOU....forever and for always...!! ohh i miss u so much

2009-06-10T23:57:00.001+05:30

How do I tell you how I feel about you....

When everytime i think of you my body shakes...
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and...
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.

When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there...
everytime i see you smile my heart melts and...
every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.

I've tried somehow to say:
you're the sun that lights up my sky...
the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day....
and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high.

I want so much to tell you:
that without you with me each day my day isn't complete...
that since day one I've always wanted to be with you...
that no matter what's going on in my life,
you're the reason there's a smile on my face
and that loving you seems to be all I need to know.

But everytime I want to...
the words just wont come out.
to you it may sound mushy or too cute....
you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed.

Then to try to tell you exactly whats on my mind...
yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to..
love you more with each passing of the day.
and that I want to be with you...
come whatever may..!!!

SOMETHINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME....some fun stuff, some serious stuff and some just like that...!!!

2009-06-06T20:44:00.004+05:30

1. your intelligence is my common sense.....so don't tell me what you know and what you don't, because you can't even imagine what my brain, mind and wit is capable of.... BEWARE... ;-)

2. i have got enemies and people who talk shit about me....GREAT, that means i actually stood up for something that i believed in..and i'll keep on doing so always...!! i don't mind...i'll rather be unpopular for what i am and for what i believe in....than being popular for what i am not and i won't ever do a thing that i don't believe in..!!

3. i admire gay men....because they leave more women for me,... hahahha ;-)

4. I AM A NON-SMOKER AND I DON'T TAKE ALCOHOL [booze] IN ANY FORM....and i hate it when people smoke around me....
but, i agree that women feel safe with men who smoke and drink....and obviously they would, because even women know that smoking causes impotency.... HAHAHAHA ;-)

5. i would never ever tell or advice someone to do a thing that i don't do myself...!! just the same way....who are you to judge me??? i am not perfect, and i don't claim to be....but, before you start pointing fingers at me....make sure your hands are clean...!!!

6. for me, life is not about waiting for the storm to pass.... rather life is about dancing in the ran ;-)

7. i believe that some people are alive just because it is illegal to kill them...and i don't want to be in jail..!!! ;-)

8. i want nothing to change ever.... but now i realize gracefully that people sometimes do change and feelings fade...!! so, just take life as it comes because YOU CAN'T GO BACK TO THE FADED PHOTOGRAPHS, BECAUSE SOMETHINGS WERE NEVER MEANT TO LAST.....!! so, believe in god and never lament, because god is the only one in supreme power to make the best plans for everyone...!!!

9. i don't believe that homosexuality should be allowed or practised by anyone...!! because if god wanted homosexuality to be normal and prevalent on earth...he would have made "adam and tom" instead of "adam and eve"....!!! so Cmo'n guys and girls...be normal just the way god wanted us to be ;-)

10. I love and simply adore my family and FFFs [fully faaltu friends] who have stood by me in my most difficult times and my hour of need....!!! they have made me realise that 1 true friend is better than a thosuand relatives and acquaintances...!!!

11. i am sarcastic and have a smartass attitude..... this is a ntural defense against drama, deceit, bullshit and stupidity....and i don't give a f*ck if anyone with mentioned traits feels offended...!!!

12. according to me, women are like LIQUID OXYGEN..... the oxygen wouldn't let you die and would be your life support....and the liquid won't let you breathe and live ...!! ;-)
but, take it or leave it, its a fact that we men won't be able o survive without women...!! so try to enjoy the flowery bed with all the little thorns ;-)

13. i never part with my dreams and fight to keep them alive till the end, because i think if they are given up upon so easily, you may still exist, but you cease to leave....!!!
my funda is---
LIVE WITH NO REGRETS AND GIVE IT YOUR BEST... जियो तो ऐसे जियो की कोई काश ना रह जाए

14. I NEVER EVER GO TO BED ANGRY.....I STAY UP AND PLOT MY REVENGE... ;-)
i neither forget, nor i ever forgive...!!! i never forget my past, but i don't keep sticking to it also...!!

15. i live in that solitude which is painful in the youth, but is delicious and soothing in the years of maturity.....

16. i love to admire and listen to people's opinion just as i would admire their dog---- i shouldn't be expected to tak it along with me... ;-)

17. I AM A LOVER, NOT A FIGHTER...... BUT I'LL FIGHT TILL THE END FOR WHAT I LOVE AND DREAM.....

ciao.....peace.... see you all soon \^^/

SO FAR.... YET SO NEAR....

2009-06-06T20:33:00.003+05:30

this is to tell you that.... maybe you are far away from me, yet you'll always be loved the same....you'll always be missed and remembered by me....!!! you'll stay close to my heart wherever you are, wherever i go.....

i wish i could wipe
your falling tears away,
as you bravely smile through your pain...
you see me suffer,
then you break down and cry,
miles apart...!!!

in your dreams,
i softly kiss you.
nobody can see the pain and longing,
that we both feel inside..!!!

miles apart...
you whisper "i love you"..
and i whisper back to the skies...
"i love you too".

when will this pain ever go away..??
even though we are...miles apart...
To be by your side,
is a dream i can't deny....
but i will wish for it to come true..!!!

i miss you so much,
that my heart is aching....
as we love,
MILES APART...!!!

LET LOVE BEGIN.... ;)

2009-05-12T22:36:00.004+05:30

take my hand and lead the way,

tell me all you want to say.
whisper softly in my ears,
all those things that i want to hear.
kiss my lips and touch my skin,
bring out passions deep within.
pull me close,
and hold me near.

in the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, and shine your light.
in the brightness of the love,
show me that you are the one.
give me wings so i can fly...
because i can soar when you are nearby.

enter my heart and break down the walls...
its time for me to watch it fall.
i have been a prisoner, can't you see..??
break the chains and set me free.
strip me of my armour tight,
you will see, that i won't put up a fight.
release my soul held deep within,
i am ready now, let love begin..!!!

SHE IS FLAWLESS EVEN WHEN ANGRY... :)

2009-05-11T22:57:00.002+05:30

he knows she's angry with him,
but he can not be angry with her,
she is beautiful,
and even when in anger,
she still remains flawless,
a beauty no less,
and no more than an angel,
so perfect,
and passionate,
he can not be angry with her,
even if her anger rises with no reason,
because he loves her,
and he knows she loves him anyways,
he promised to love her forever,
he had no reason for that,
and yet he had every reason,
she is his reason,
for love,
and he knows with him,
she will make it last,
for even when in anger,
her beauty is flawless,
on the inside and out.

THE INNOCENT SCHOOL-DAYS :)

2009-05-08T00:30:00.001+05:30

I remember you from long ago
I thought you hung the moon.
I have learned so much
About life & love
Since those innocent days
In the schoolyard.
Yes, I remember you.
I look back upon those days
Such innocence!
A rope not yet frayed.
We held the world in our hands
And life was good
Sure, I remember you
You were my first crush

NO REASONS... YET I LOVED YOU, and i'll always do...

2009-05-05T01:41:00.004+05:30

love can happen just like that when u don't even expect. love happens when in a moment your heart tells you---" this is the 1 i have been waiting for, this is the 1 i have been craving for"

yes...the heart has its own reasons, that the reason and logics know nothing about..!!

What a mystery love is,
I thought that it wouldn't happen again
But I was wrong
I'm here again writing
Writing about how I feel
I fell again
For a girl
This girl like no other I've met
I want to be more than just friends

I know that I just recently met you
But I can't help how you have made me feel
I have a bit of a crush on you
And that's all I got to say
Why did it happen?
I do not know
Do I regret it?
No I don't
I want to be a part of your life
And be someone special to you
I want to keep your hugs
And to stay at your side
Don't judge me for what I'm saying
But some how I find myself liking you
I don't know how it happened
But I do hope I can stay at your side
And on this day I say to you
I like you
And there's nothing I can do about it
I've tried not feeling this way
But I can't help it
So please let me stay at your side...

EVEN IN LIFE..... THERE'S ALWAYS A BEAUTIFUL ENDING :) :)

2009-04-26T22:46:00.003+05:30

this poem is dedicated to one of my friends whom i love so much. she just had some problems in her life and thinks that all's over. but hey buddy, i wanna tell u...and that too from experience, that in life it's not the end if it isn't beautiful.... so keep on living ur life...keep smiling, because whatever happens....our lives deserve the best we can give it :)

When your heart,
Has been broken...
And stepped on...
It leaves you hesitant,
Reluctant to try.

To give in once more,
To open up To emotion,
To dip your toe...
Into the mire,
Into the ocean...
Of desire.
To dip your toe...
Into the ocean,
Of unknown emotion..!!!

If you don’t..
Enter the water,
You wont get wet...
There is no danger,
Of being dragged under..!!

Should you take a chance?
On love again,
Throw caution to the wind...
Open yourself up to the pain,
Or the pleasure..??

Feel the love,
Washing over you..??
Immersing yourself,
The waves washing over you..!!
It may drown you,
If you do..!!
and If you resist the temptation,
You will be safe..
Unharmed in your segregation..!!

Yet, a single moment spent,
In the refreshing waters...
Stood on the ocean floor,
Is worth more than a lifetime..
Spent safely on the shore...!!

I WILL SURVIVE....

2009-04-24T16:55:00.007+05:30

जियो तो ऐसे जियो..., के ज़िन्दगी में कोई "काश" ना रह जाए.....

I’m down on my knees but not to pray,
Just to cover my face and waste another day.
Reminiscing how I had failed before I even try,
Never make a perfect landing because too scared to even fly.

Living in a memory only get me nowhere,
Keep whining, ” I’d rather be anywhere but here”.
I’m not living just for the moment,
But I’ll try to make each of them count..
I’m here to present all that I got.

Cause now I’ve realized,
Mistakes are necessary,
the secret behind every success story.

Every blunders happened,
to be overcome and beaten.
Luck doesn’t come so obvious,
And every failure is precious.

I BELIEVE.....

2009-04-17T16:44:00.001+05:30

I believe that the sun shines after the rain
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain
I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay

I believe in a second chance
I believe in a life long romance
I believe there is life after death
And standing up to a life of mess

I believe in love at first sight
I believe that revenge isn’t right
I believe that first impressions last
And there is nothing better then a good laugh

I believe that dreams do come true
I believe there's destiny for me and you
I believe that good things come to those who wait
I believe love never arrives too late

I believe something good comes from something bad
I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad
I believe everyone has a guardian angel
And the good you do will be rewarded well

I believe sometimes there is no explanation
I believe money can't buy people's affection
I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I believe a new day arrives with every dawn

I believe a smile can be contagious
I believe in being very outrageous
I believe in living with no regrets
I believe that life is as good as it gets

I believe that God watches over us
I believe the little things are worth the fuss
I believe you have each friend for a reason
I believe you will get punished for treason

I believe that what comes first is family
I believe we should all live in harmony
I believe in making the most of a beautiful day
And it's not the end until everything's okay

I believe absence makes the heart grow fonder
I believe you will lose if you sit and wonder
I believe every experience teaches you a lesson
And nothing cures better then a drinking session

I believe everyone has one true love
I believe sometimes we need a little shove
I believe the whole world is a stage
I believe we only get better with age

I believe that to learn you have to live
I believe that to love someone you have to give
I believe one moment can change your life
And there's still help when you’re in strife

I believe everyone has one true friend
I believe love helps a broken heart mend
I believe in the power of a song
And things will change before too long

I believe living is the best experience
I believe in not laughing at other people’s expense
I believe it’s hard to watch a lover leave
And when they’re gone all you can do is breath

I believe to always look on the bright side
I believe that life is just one big ride
I believe when I die people will grieve
But it’s ok because I believe

A SWEET LITTLE GOODBYE..... :)

2009-04-12T22:43:00.003+05:30

About A LONG-GONE PAST...... and i wish you well..!! coz' watever happens, happens for the best... :)

I loved you-
even now I may confess
Some embers of my love their fire retain
But do not let it cause you more distress-
I do not want to sadden you again.

Hopeless and tongue-tied, yet, I loved you dearly
With pangs the jealous the timid know
So tenderly I loved you, so sincerely,
I pray God grant another love you so.

5 DEFINITE NO-WIN QUESTIONS FOR A MAN ;-)

2009-04-01T00:49:00.004+05:30

I READ A SIMILAR ARTICLE IN A MAGAZINE AND INNOVATED AND IMPROVIZED ON IT TO MAKE THIS FINAL LAYOUT HERE FOR MY BLOG.....
so i'll say this article is not entirely my original...!!! the idea is borrowed but the questions and answers are mine after a little innovation i put in.. ;-) ENNJJJOOOIIIIII :)

The 5 toughest questions for men are:

1. What are you thinking about?
2. Do you love me?
3. Do I look fat?
4. Do you think she is prettier than me?
5. What would you do if I died?

What makes these questions so difficult is that each one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly ( i.e. tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analyzed below, along with possible responses.

Question 1: What are you thinking about?

The proper answer to this, of course, is: “I’m sorry if I’ve been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you.”

This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following:

a. Baseball.
b. Football.
c. How fat you are.
d. How much prettier she is than you.
e. How I would spend the insurance money if you died.

Question 2: Do you love me?

The proper response is: “YES!” or, if you feel a more detailed answer is in order, “Yes, dear.”

Inappropriate responses include:

a. Oh Yeah, shit loads.
b. Would it make you feel better if I said yes?
c. That depends on what you mean by love.
d. Does it matter?
e. Who, me?

Question 3: Do I look fat?

The correct answer is an emphatic: “Of course not!”

Among the incorrect answers are:

a. Compared to what?
b. I wouldn’t call you fat, but you’re not exactly thin.
c. A little extra weight looks good on you.
d. I’ve seen fatter.
e. Could you repeat the question? I was just thinking about how I would spend the insurance money if you died.

Question 4: Do you think she’s prettier than me?

Once again, the proper response is an emphatic: “Of course not!”

Incorrect responses include:

a. Yes, but you have a better personality.
b. Not prettier, but definitely thinner.
c. Not as pretty as you when you were her age.
d. Define pretty..
e. Could you repeat the question? I was just thinking about how I would spend the insurance money if you died.

Question 5: What would you do if I died?

A definite no-win question.

(The real answer, of course, is “Buy a Corvette!"... "i'll try angelina jolie”.... or even "i'll holiday in amsterdam with the insurance money") ;-)

AND LIFE JUST GOES ON...

2009-03-29T13:37:00.005+05:30

this poem is about a person from my past...

and as i say--- life just moves on. i don't blame her actually. it was her who lost the best she ever had because of her cowardice and immaturity.
god bless ya buddy...i always wished you well and i'll still always wish you well.
and for me--now, it even doesn't hurt...becoz THE SHOW MUST GO ON...!! :) :)

I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer,

Life was just too much,
I never saw my life in future times,
Or happiness and love and such.

I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump,
And had become happy with thoughts of no pain.
Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse,
I had nothing left to gain.

The sun failed to shine,
In my world overcast.
Birds no longer sang,
And the first had become the last.

All things good and whole,
Had turned and went their way.
They were never to return to me,
So I felt I should just go away.

Consumption by hate, to save was too late,
Where should I turn now?
Why do I get kicked when I’m down?
When could I be happy? Or even better, how?

Fallen and fetal,
I will return to the dirt.
Bittersweet battle within,
No longer would I hurt.

Smiles soon faded,
And hearts followed to break.
As I cried out for help,
I cried in heaven’s sake.

Routinely I cried,
For a hand to reach to me.
I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare,
And closed my eyes reluctantly.

But I felt one more fight, a chance in me,
To save myself from isolation.
Piercing my lips were words of insignificance,
And the end to my frustration.

As time's hands moved on and on,
Together, as one, we grew.
Now solitary routine you seek,
You seek you never knew,

Tired of times we spend together,
Tired of me you grow.
Tired of being tired in time,
No feelings will you show.

But in time as your thoughts are even,
Will I be thought of only as your pawn..
And will you be happy or sad
When I’m finally gone?

YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME?? ;-) well check this out first..

2009-03-16T01:25:00.019+05:30

...im a die hard romantic...and i love to dream, think and i prefer to be alone to write and jot down my thoughts..!!

i am least bothered about flattery and flirting...... so gals who wanna do fraaannnddship with me just please back off..!! i don't wanna be rude to woman so DON'T BOTHER...

i CAN'T take criticism…well i'm really short tempered!!!. ...
..im fussy abt almost everythin
and i like bein rude to people.... hahahha

i love being an INDIAN and hate people who say 1 religion/faith is better than other.!! .. please all such communal suckers can go and FU@# themselves... please don't bother us, we have better things to do...!!
i lurrrrrvv throwin attitude for no reason whatsoever..!!

i hate parties and crowds becoz i find it crowded by fake suckers who can be so nice to u even when they are bitching about u at ur back and from the inside...

im not hot lukin or sexy or a material that girls drool over...!!!
am juzz a normal guy next door and i just can't pretend to be something i am not...!!
SO TAKE ME AS I AM... OR JUZZ LEAVE ME ALONE..!!

..i cant stand the nasal king of our country mr. Himesh Reshammyia......i hate jazzy-b's or watever they'r called of punjabi singing who can't think of punjab being more than daaru. chicks and bandooks... n im ready to kick u in da wrong place if u play any of his songs wen u r around me.

..i dont like people who claim to be the best..
...i hate nerds,geeks,perverts, FLIRTS and people who take commitment, honesty and relationships for granted..!! if u are 1 then plzz back off or u can really get hurt... thanx :)

..i don’t like earthworms and lizards... hehehe
…I hate people with oil in their hair( especially wen they r standin right under my nose)
I hate wannabes…I don’t like the saduu and khadoos people!!!....…

im very self centered.....im very fluent in sarcasm...

i cant imagine a life without my FFF’s…dat stands for (faltoooo friends forever)…namely punnu, sid, saleem, kunal, vicku, yadu, daman, yogi, blessu, chandu... harry, suggu, rasna, kim, poonam, shweta, nidhi, sweeky, ruchi, amrit, simi,.... ummm bass :)

I love travelling alone on long looonnngg drives…
im a dreamer…
I love reading…

I love to flaunt…
but, I hate to fake!!..

..i luvvvv havin sweet lime soda
...i hate eatin pizza and masala dosa using a fork n knife...
i hate to know that "" life can be such a bitch at times=
i loveeee long words dat make no sense eg, preposterously!!

..i lov melodrama
...i hate blackmail...
..i hate guys who start singin as soon as a chick passes them by..

..i hate to be silent
..i luvvv my life (bein over optimistic helps!!)

these r da primary detailzz rest is 4 u to figure out..so ciao.peace… \,,/

GOODBYE....

2009-02-23T23:01:00.004+05:30

As I sit on this memorable place
It surely reminds me of your face.
On this place you said goodbye
On this place I said I’ll die.

You stood right and end up everything
Without letting me say anything.
But then it’s just aright
At least we didn’t end up fight.

I gave up and set you free
It is for you, not me.
I haven’t seen your real smile
With me, for a long while.
It’s not what I wished for
To make you happy is I aim for.

So I let go and give up
And still, I’m here looking up.
Reminiscing those moments with you
But still I have nothing to do.
Quickly, it was lost in a moment.
Coz I know we’re not meant.
Those times didn’t last
Coz we took love, so fast.

So much to take this pain
Without any love to gain.
This terrible heartache
Make my smiles fake.
So much lies for this heart
So it was broken apart.

Words will no longer be right
Though I stood up and fight.

For the times we spent together
And for the times I wished forever.
For the memories left inside
And for the feelings I used to hide.
For the thoughts that’s still here
And for the words you said clear.
For the promises we used to swear
And for the love we spend and share.

In this place I’ll get rid and forget
Without thinking, I might regret.
With a final kiss I’ll say goodbye
I’ll be leaving this place without a cry.

Now, I’ll let these memories fly
As high as heavens, and then goodbye

AND IT HURT SO MUCH...

2009-02-23T22:05:00.003+05:30

I know it must have been some misunderstanding.... some sombre truth that can't be bared...BUT IT HURT SO MUCH....

I couldn’t ignore the pain any longer
Life was just too much
I never saw my life in future times
Or happiness and love and such

I’d been to the edge with the intent to jump
And had become happy with thoughts of no pain
Feeling my uselessness as an inherited curse
I had nothing left to gain

The sun failed to shine
In my world overcast
Birds no longer sang
And the first had become the last

All things good and whole
Had turned and went their way
They were never to return to me
So I felt I should just go away

Consumption by hate, to save was too late
Where should I turn now?
Why do I get kicked when I’m down?
When could I be happy? Or even better, how?

Fallen and fetal
I will return to the dirt
Bittersweet battle within
No longer would I hurt

Smiles soon faded
And hearts followed to break
As I cried out for help
I cried in heaven’s sake

Routinely I cried
For a hand to reach to me
I looked blankly at emptiness’ stare
And closed my eyes reluctantly

But I felt one more fight, a chance in me
To save myself from isolation
Piercing my lips were words of insignificance
And the end to my frustration

As time's hands moved on and on
Together, as one, we grew
Now solitary routine you seek
You seek you never knew

Tired of times we spend together
Tired of me you grow
Tired of being tired in time
No feelings will you show

But in time as your thoughts are even
Will I be thought of only as your pawn
And will you be happy or sad
When I’m finally gone?

REASON FOR MY LOVE...

2009-01-24T20:01:00.004+05:30

I love your eyes,
and the way they look..
inside me and know exactly
what I need..!!
but I don't love you
because of them...!!!

I love your smile,
and the way it
sends warmth to my heart..!!
but I don't love you
because of it...!!!

I love your voice,
and the way it reaches
inside and lifts the darkness..!!
but I don't love you
because of it...!!!

I love your touch,
and the way it smoothes away
the knots of tension brewing inside me..!!
but I don't love you
because of it...!!!

I'll never love you,
because of who you are..
or what you do..!!
But I'll always love you,
because of what WE are,
because of what OUR dreams are,
because of the way WE feel,
when WE're together...!!!

MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL ALWAYS GROW...

2009-01-17T21:31:00.004+05:30

You give me warmth,

When it is cold..!!
With You I want,
To grow old..!!

You give me strength,
To carry on..!!
And when I am weak,
You show me how to move on..!!

You dry my tears,
With Your amazing love..!!
It must be true,
You are sent from above..!!

You ease my pain,
You disperse gray clouds..!!
You show me,
What love is about..!!

You find a way to make me smile,
Even if we are apart..!!
There ´s something I can surely say,
My love for You comes straight from the heart..!!

You must not forget,
That I love YOU...!!!!

My heart is Yours and will always be I pray the day comes when we say: “I do”
These words I wrote
To complete my vow:
My love for You will always grow

I LOVE YOU... BECAUSE...

2009-01-03T16:42:00.005+05:30

I love you...
It's not a weight you must carry around..!!
I love you...
It's not a box that holds you in..!!
I love you...
It's not a standard you have to bear..!!
I love you...
It's not a sacrifice I make...!!
I love you...
It's not a pedestal you are frozen upon..!!
I love you...
It's not an expectation of perfection...!!
I love you...
It's not my life's whole purpose (or your's)..!!

I love you...
It's not to make you change..!!
I love you...
It's not even to make you love me..!!
I LOVE YOU...
IT'S AS PURE AND SIMPLE AS THAT.!!!

if i am the first to go...

2008-12-26T20:15:00.004+05:30

IT IS SAID--- "Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations."

If I am the first to go,
I will wait for you in the place..
Where the crowns of Angels glow..!!

If I go first because I lost the fight,
I will be waiting with the Father..
Where the tunnel opens into light..!!
If I am the first one there,
I will await you in lush meadows..
Where heady perfume fills the air..!!

If I go first and leave you lonely,
We will meet again in paradise..
In our loved one's company..!!
If I am the first to go, allay your fears,
I will be waiting in the place..
Where there are no more tears..!!

If I go before you and we must part,
I will wait for you in heaven..
Where sweet music soothes the heart..!!
If I am first to go we will meet again,
In a far better place than this..
Where God has banished pain..!!

If I go first and I leave before,
You will find me with the angels..
Where suffering is no more..!!
If I am first to go by days or years,
You will find me waiting there..
Far beyond this vale of tears..!!

there's nothing more a miracle than love

2008-12-26T10:08:00.003+05:30

"Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring the passions, destroying reason, and in a word, turning everything topsy-turvy."

if we believe in the miracles of love, then nothing is impossible..!!

i have never believed that love is blind.... according to me, true love is never blind..!! i would say that true love has an eye that makes us the possibilities that we/anyone could never ever see with the naked eyes of worldly wisdom and practicality,...!!

WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER

2008-12-15T14:06:00.004+05:30

it feels like heavenly bliss,
when we are together.
it feels like a sweet little kiss,
when we are together.

it feels like as if time has stopped by,
it feels as if i have got wings to fly,
it feels like nothing can go wrong now,
the feeling is just a simple WOW,
when we are together.

when u are not here with me,
i feel as i have lost my soul,
as if i can't talk freely anymore,
i feel as i can't wait to see you,
to touch you,, feel you...
it feels as if i can't even breathe..!!
and then....
i long for those sweet little talks,
for those sweet HELLOS, "LOVE YOU's" and goodbyes..!!

and when we are together,
i forget all the stresses and turmoils,
and the blood no longer boils..!!
the smiles and the wings of love return,
as if a long-due rain has fallen on a barren soil..!!

i forget all my sorrows,
i forget all my tears,
and all the stresses just fly-away,
when we are together..!!

your love, your smiles,,,
and your giggles...
rejuvinate my soul and inspire me,...

AND THAT'S WHY....
I WAIT AGAIN, FOR THE TIME...
WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER FOREVER...!!!

TILL MY LAST BREATH....

2008-10-18T10:21:00.004+05:30

This poem is dedicated to my love, my life....my PATLU-BOXER....

hold on to me my love,
you know i can't live without you,
like this for long..!!
you know that i need you,
to take on this world,
and the problems that it brings for me to face..!!

what i want to say,
is that i love you,
and am not afraid..!!
can you hear my voice..
when i am not there with you..??
can you feel me in your arms..
holding you till my last breath..!!

i will save you,
your words and our feelings,
safe inside myself..!!
so that, i can courageously take head-on,
the world and its demons and its stress,
that i face on the outside..!!

and i promise,
when you face the winters,
when you feel your courage fading away,
when you need a shoulder to cry-on,
when you want to share your joys and celebrations,
when you try to find solace, when you try to find me...
you will find me there waiting for you,
besides you, just as i have always been..!!

i know you will be able to hear me,
when you want that advice from me,
and when i say out your name, that i need u baby..!!
i know you can find me,
when you want to share that sorrow,
and those smiles with me..!!

i know you will know,
and that you will find me,
whenever i need you besides me,
even when i can't show the tears,
and my fears..!!

because this is a world,
that we have dreamed,
that we have conceived together..!!
a life that we have built together,
and a life,
that we will strive to preserve by being together,
FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS...!!

and here, i have saved you,
your words and our feelings,
safe inside myself..!!
you can hear my voice,
you can feel me in your arms,
just the way i do...
BECAUSE I'LL BE HOLDING ONTO YOU....
TILL MY LAST BREATH..!!

THE MOVIE THAT HAS AFFECTED ME THE MOST...!! and why..???

2008-10-01T21:08:00.010+05:30

The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place. and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit. It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!"

well this is 1 dialogue that has inspired me the most... ever in my life..!! i have been a big-big "ROCKY BALBOA" FAN all through..!! it was around 10 years back when i first saw a rocky movie..!! and since then i have watched all the 6 parts atleast 20-25 times each...!! and everytime i have seen this movie it has inspired me no-end..!! i have not just watched it because i like and admire boxing as a sport.... its because it has always made me learn some important new lessons about life...!!

1. it has made me realize the fact that no matter what your dreams are....if u keep chasing them, then one day you will be at the place where you belong and where you have wanted to see yourself all through your life..!!

2. it has made me realize the power of the WILL TO SURVIVE..!! and this realization has seen me through most of the difficult situations of my life...wheather it was coping up and conquering depression...or if it was coming out of personal debacles...or even when i was down professionally... it made me realize NEVER EVER TO SAY "DIE" and now this attitude has just seeped into my soul and i don't know any other way to live..!!

3. the biggest gift that i think that this inspirational movie has given me is that it has made me realise that OUR CHOICES, AND NOT CHANCES...DETERMINE OUR DESTINY..!!
it has made me strong enough to take the blame for my mistakes or for my wrong choices..!! it has made me sane and wise enough now..not to blame my misfortunes or difficult situations that i have faced, on circumstances or on other people..!! i faced those tough times because i made some wrong choices, because i made some wrong decisions and because i let those situations affect me and my psyche..!! "but....it's not gonna happen anymore"--- this is what i decided 3 years back....and since then.... there has been no looking back..!!

4. it made me realize the fact that---
*a man should be strong enough to accept his mistakes, intelligent enough to learn from them, and wise enough to benefit from them..!!!!
*be more concerned about your character than reputation....character is what u really are, and reputation is merely what others think of you..!!!

and this is what has made me out to be a better human being every new moment....to keep moving forward even when the odds are stacked high against me.....to gracefully take the blames for my mistakes and learn from them so that i strive to be a stronger, better and humane human-being with every passing day..!!

it has made me strong enough to be MYSELF.... to choose my own ways depending upon what's morally and practically right.... and not just following a road because that's the way the whole world is going without paying a single thought to the destination...!!

that's why now i proudly say about me---
۩۞۩ THERE'S THE HIGHWAY, AND THEN,, THERE'S ----- "MY WAY" ۩۞۩

THE PISCEAN MALE...!!

2008-09-28T19:31:00.009+05:30

Male Pisces usually have a stocky build, and are rarely tall. Although sometimes clumsy in appearance, the Pisces has a flowing and graceful way of moving. His eyes are heavy lidded and have a sleepy appearance. Often striking due to shape or color, the eyes are usually the most prominent facial feature. Pisces men are often fair haired, although not exclusively. The hair texture is silky, fine and usually wavy. The Piscean's youthful attitude is also reflected in his physical appearance. Pisces men often look younger than their years due to a jovial and optimistic attitude about life. Smiling keeps wrinkles at bay and augments natural good health.

Pisces men are mysterious, and often difficult to understand. But if you have one in your life, you are lucky. His idealism and altruism will give you an angle on the world you might not have seen otherwise. Pisces' joy of life is contagious, and with love and support these men can be steered away from the all consuming sadness that they can experience. They are worth the time and patience it takes to nurture a meaningful relationship with them.

The PISCEAN MALE has to bury his old, unrealizable dreams if he wants to move ahead in life. All this doesn't mean that he is weak or feeble. It's just that he lives in his dreams too much and has to will himself to get up and indulge in real action. When he manages to brush off the starry dust from his eyes, he sees the real world and then, goes about doing the business of earning his bread. A Piscean male has a very clever and sharp mind. The moment he starts working towards practical aims, you can be sure that he will win the next 'Achievers Award'.

The only problem comes in making him look beyond those unrealistic dreams. If your fish knows how to swim against the current, you can be sure that you are luckiest girl on this earth. After we have dealt with the practical aspect of the relationship, lets come to the emotional one. This is something you will never have to worry about, with a Pisces guy. A Piscean man will never ever be short on emotions and romance. Infact, he practically breathes them. If the practical aspect of his characteristics profile is fine, you can be sure you have been rewarded with the best guy in the world.

He never holds a bias against any person. You will never find him passing a judgment in context of anyone, unless and until he has experienced the same situation in which that person is now. Even then, he will try to understand that person's reasons, rather than criticize him. Accusations don't go down well with him either. A Pisces man is never ever mean. However, at times, he may say something, which turns out to be quite different from what he intended. He is totally dependable and you can trust him with your darkest secrets.

The charming and relaxed manner of the Piscean man makes him attractive to many people. He is non-judgmental, curious and easy to talk to. Because he is such a great listener, people will often look to him as a shoulder to lean on. The Pisces male can often feel overwhelmed by the problems of others because he is so sensitive; it is his natural instinct to help.

When Pisces is feeling overwhelmed, he will seek solitude. Being alone and away from the worlds' ills allows him time to recuperate, sort his thoughts and be creative. If he is not allowed time and space to be alone, the Pisces man can become paranoid. Sometimes he will not be forthcoming about where he has gone to be alone. Allow him to spend time away, and he will come back quickly. If you chase him, he is likely to stay hidden or leave altogether.

He is a very good listener and people always come to him to discuss all their major and minor problems. When he is with you, try not to burden him more with your tensions too. Throughout the day, he has been listening to other people's troubles and the way he is, he would have absorbed all those negative energies. Now, when he is with you, he needs to get all of this out of his system and rejuvenate himself. Piscean men have such an empathetic disposition that they need to rest every now and then, to bring back the calmness and steadiness.

If they want to be left alone, they should not be disturbed. Closeness and togetherness is good, but let them have their moments of solitude. Give them the space they desire and the heart will only grow fonder. A Pisces man is very sensitive and can get hurt very easily. He appears to be confident of himself, but on the inside, he is painfully shy. He needs to know that you appreciate him, care for him and love him. He has a very quick temper, but the anger subsides as quickly as it comes.

He will never remain angry for a very long time and will seldom hold a grudge. He has the ability to see right through people's outer layer and that makes it very difficult to fool him. On the other hand, he can fool you if he wants and such situations will arise frequently, since he likes to keep his own affairs to himself. A Piscean man may speak a small lie once in a while. This is because he has some secret fear of revealing all about himself. However, you don't need to worry, as these lies will always be completely harmless and help keep his imagination running.

Jealously is not one of the personality traits of a Pisces male. He trusts you totally, but remember he is also a man and will definitely expect loyalty from you. As far as he is concerned, you will get plenty of reasons to be jealous, as he will have close friends of both the sexes. He will also appreciate beauty, but he will never be disloyal. That's just not him. If you can cope up with this, you will be rewarded with the most romantic husband, with whom you talk about almost everything under the sun.

Pisces are very interested in mysticism and the spiritual unknown. Their spiritual life allows them to create the type of world they wish for, rather than the mundane world in which they must exist.

A Piscean guy is never too cautious about money and you will have to handle that front. Infact, you need to present yourself as the perfect example of a saver and he will, sooner or later, follow suit. He learns quickly from the people he admires and respect, so what better person than you to teach him economy. With children, he will be a lot of fun and extremely loving. He will listen patiently to their childish problems, provide them with solutions, keep their imagination oiled and minds active. However, teaching them discipline will be your responsibility.

Remember that a Pisces man is very fond of his dreams. Never ever step on them or laugh at them - he will be hurt. Infact, believe in them and one day, you may be walking on the red carpet besides him. Trust him, give him love and keep him emotionally nourished. In return, he will shower you with lots of love and affection and provide you with a happy and rich home. Don't nag or criticize him and always support him in realizing his hopes. Nurture his imagination and one day, you will find yourself blessed with some incredibly good luck!

AM JUST SO DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU...!!!

2008-09-28T01:18:00.021+05:30

am just so deeply in love with you that i just can't stop thinking about you..!! every second, every moment of my life and every act of my life is just for you..!! when am studying am just thinking of the ways my hard-work would make life easy and great for us, when am shopping for clothes i just think of buying the clothes that you would admire, when am lying in my bed am just thinking of the times we have been together and i cherish them, when we are not able to be in contact am just thinking of the ways you must be giggling and the things you must be doing..... people may say that i have gone nuts..!! but, the fact is that am so truly, madly, deeply in love with you that you have become my inspiration, my motivation, my strength and a reason for me to live and achieve my dreams for me and for us..!!

sometimes when i come to know of some other guy trying to woo you, i feel agitated and irrittable..!! and that's not because i have a fear of losing you and it's not even that i suspect your maturity to handle such situations ...!! i know you won't ever walk away because you love me like no-one can and because i know that no-one would be able to love you the way i can..!! but i feel agitated at those people because i know what their intentions are...!!

i like it and would encourage you to be friends with a guy who likes you, when some pure hearted guy would fall for you, because i trust their intentions and their purity and i trust your levels of maturity and that you can handle every situation with grace and intelligence..!!!

but i just can't be comfortable with the fact that wrong people are coming in contact with you, i mean people who treat love as a joke and fall in it just for the heck of it or who can cheat someone in love just to impress someone else..!! and this is not i am jealous or possessive, it's just becuase i don't want any harm to your feeling, reputation, or to you becuase of such stupid people and their wrong/stupid acts even by a slight, slim chance..!!

i can't leave you, your smiles, your reputation and your feelings to chance..!!

AM REALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU...!! AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE WITH YOU...!! AND AM GOING TO BE ONLY YOURS FOR ALL THE REST OF MY LIFE...!! YOU MAKE MY LIFE PRECIOUS AND MEANINGFULL..!!!!

BOUNCING BACK...!!

2008-09-23T12:49:00.006+05:30

i have been knocked out so many times,

i have been beaten, i have been betrayed,
i have lost, and i have even been down,
but hey, sorry life, just cut it out...
because i can be down but never out,
i have a knack of bouncing back...!!

life has tried hard, it has played it hard,
but, maybe i just proved to be made of a harder soul...
because god had always some better plans,
and i'll just never give up..!!

hey friend, so please play it hard...
play it hard and fair..!!
because there is no game that i won't play harder than you,
and that's why there's no game i won't win at,
because there's nothing that can keep me down.... for long,
because you can never count me out,
i have just a knack of bouncing back...!!!

so, cmo'n bring it on,
i like this challenge...
i like to weather the storms,
i like to face the rough,
because that's what makes me stronger and strong...,
i'll give it in your face, i'll call your bluff,
every single time...,
till you know that i won't ever give up..!!!

and i won't give in, till i die trying...
and it ain't some invisible strength,
it ain't just my luck,
it's not that i don't know any fears,
it's just that i grow resistant to fears...
it's just that i don't ever give up,
because i have that knack of BOUNCING BACK...!!!

FOOD FOR SOUL....

2008-08-16T23:02:00.002+05:30

I think alone in dreams,
Quite hoplessly it seems,
That the world could live as one,
Beneath the glowing sun.

One world, one people, living free,
Secure, in one true destiny.
I look into the starry skies,
As heartfelt tears fall from my eyes,
When I think of all the hurt thats done
Beneath Gods' warm and glowing sun.

I yearn for something pure and sweet,
Some special food for my soul,
A food to take the pain away,
And bring me to a bright new day.

Can wisdom be so hard to find?
A happiness, for all mankind,
Give me hope in fading light,
To see me through this tearful night,
As I think alone in dreams.

YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION...!!

2008-07-28T18:56:00.004+05:30

i wrote this poem for a very special person in my life on her birthday..!! and i promised that i would write one for her.....so here it is---as your gift..!! it's a bit late that i am putting it here on blog....but HERE I AM...!!

You're the strength that makes me fight through my problems,
the courage that helps me face my worst and darkest fears,
the cunning that helps me overcome my many obstacles,
the inspiration that pushes me to reach my potential,
the passion that keeps my nights...interesting,
the love that enriches my life to the fullest,
and i will forever be the person that loves you unconditionally..!!

CHOICE, AND NOT CHANCE, DETERMINES HUMAN DESTINY...!!!

2008-07-26T17:54:00.008+05:30

This is a poem about things that i have experienced in my past, some experiences of mine, and is also based on some of the observations that i have made by carefully analysing things that have happened to people around me and some of the mistakes that i have seen being done even by my own very close people and friends. but my friends, strangers and to everyone i would say, that relationships are a responsibilty and a great commitment and you just can't shirk away from it by saying that your feelings have waned away or by blaming it on your sorroundings or circumstances...!!! VALUE YOUR RELATIONSHIPS...!!!
...........but by no means this poem means that we should get stuck to the past. am a firm believer that we should move on with life. but, we should never forget our past as it makes us learn our lessons for our future life...but also we shouldn't keep stuck to it as it can cause stagnancy of thought and life.

What goes around comes around,

I've heard it said again and again..!!
Yet even expecting that,
Can't take away this dreadful pain away..!!

It isn't really that painful,
Actually it doesn't hurt me a bit now,
I'm just stuck wondering why....
Why I had to take the hit..??
How is it that you can lie,
Over and over to me..??

Then you decided to come right out,
Said you had to set yourself free,
Then again after few days...
you told me you love me...!!!

Hello? ! ? Can't you hear your own voice? ! ?
You never stopped and thought,
About your own messed up choice...
I never said for you to find someone else,
Hell, I never said for you to mess around,
I never said for you to leave either...
But you were no where to be found...!!!

Then after few days, you had the audacity to say,
that I am the one you want..!!
You don't want anyone other than me,
Well if that is true as you say,
Then with me you would right now be..??

You told me afterwards,
not to be mad at you and your deeds..!!!
How can I not be mad?
Are you totally dense?
Don't be mad when you're leaving me in the dirt?
Don't be mad while you go on and jump the fence.??

Damn this is so totally unreal,
But you must need some serious professional care,
Because I don't know what your problem is..!!
But something ain't right up there..??

You threw the word love around like trash,
Then ask me to trust you..??
Trust? Do you even know what trust means?
You must take me for a total fool
Trust? Love? Faithfulness?
These are all words of a love that is sworn,
But you took these words and made them nothing,
Made them words of nothing but scorn...!!!

I hope you would think of me every night from now,
And I hope you realize what you threw away..!!

U'll NEVER DISCOVER THE REAL ME..!!

2008-07-12T02:21:00.005+05:30

I am boy who's grown tired from lies ,
a man who's had enough of having responsibility....
dumped over his head,
responsibility of other people's and my own wrong doings,
responsibility of an ever-smiling boy,
and expectations of being able to take it all..!!!

To other people
I might just seem like a cheerful boy,
a playful happy-go-lucky guy,
with no worries and scantly affected by fakeness and lies,
sorrounding us all in this big bad world..!!

But its most of the times ...
only a matter of a good disguise ..!!!
A mask that I use to protect myself ,
to hide my fears ,
to hide my pains and tears,
I've used it so much ,
that I actually believe the lie ...
the lie that I've made ,
a lie that I've created as a shield ..!!!

I've used this mask so much,
that now I think ,
it became my own skin ...!!
if you come to think of it,
I'm just a normal person,
like everyone else ,
struggling with life..!!

and the only way to survive ,
is to live a lie ,..!!!
just for a little while,
until people find my true identity,
my true persona, my true self...
and THE REAL ME ..!!!

LIFE IN FULL SPLENDOR.....

2008-06-29T04:41:00.003+05:30

Life in its fullest splendor,
Flowers in their sweetest bloom,
Feel the bliss of life slender,
Give it up, forget all the gloom.

Just living is not the sole purpose of life,
For betterment, humanity, kindness
And honesty, we need to strive ....
Caring, giving, helping, and sharing
And being truthful, we shall live without fear and be daring.

Every minute a full sixty seconds,
Each second a fresh breeze,
Happiness and success to us beckons,
Striding with confidence, unto life sheen we breathe.

Life is so happy, Life is so glee
It is just that we need to see,
Hold them! Bind them! Store them! Trap them!
Before these lovely moments flee.

Success and failure are all a life’s part,
Happiness and sadness both will depart,
Oh! Those grins and those frowns- just keep them apart,
For all these, life is really too short....
Satisfaction is what is going to stay,
Grant it to us, we shall pray.

Take it as it comes,
That’s the way to live,
Time heals all burns,
we can’t gather scattered leaves.
All we need to, but only with great difficulty do,
Is TRY BEING A BIT POSITIVE!

THERE's A RISE AFTER EVERY FALL...!!!

2008-05-06T17:15:00.006+05:30

I have tried to find the words..
To tell you how I feel,
The words that will convince you..
That what I feel is real..!!

I know that you’ve been hurt by love,
And I’ve been wounded too,
But together we can heal the scars..
Of loves which made us blue..!!

I had spent some time avoiding love,
With its anguish and its pain,
But since the moment I first saw you..
I’ve learned to love again..!!

If you could only see with my eyes,
The beauty you would behold,
And with my heart you’d really know..
The love of which I’ve told..!!

I know you feel the same as I,
When in your arms I would lie,
I can feel the love that’s in your heart..
And I’ will be yours until I would die..!!

YOU....!!!! [repost of the poem]

2008-04-14T17:31:00.007+05:30

What you do for me is wonderful;
Than the greatest dream,
I can ever dream.
What you give me is more than, what,
I could ever think of asking for.

Every hour is a miracle; that,
I only need to have inner eyes to see.

And yet, life’s a razor edge,
That I walk upon—
That sometimes knicks my soul,
But, even as it starts to bleed,
The wounds begin to heal.

Sometimes, I falter and fall;
But, even as I am going to fall,
Something within sets me right.

You are the sun, the star;
And the moon.
You are the chill of winter, and,
The heat of a summer noon.

You are not what you would appear to seem,
You are my heart,
My something within,
My miracle and my dream.

“This” you are, “That” you are too,
There is just no way of defining “YOU”.

KEEP FLOWING LIKE THE RIVER...!!!!

2008-03-19T02:48:00.008+05:30

A steady river flowing on its way it goes,
It is not affected by anything on and on it goes,
Proud that its mission is coming to an end,
Rustling waters rolling on,
What are they trying to say?

they just say--
‘Carry on your true path to success,
Never deflect if droughts pass by,
Greet them with a happy smile,
Because you know the soothing drops of rain always come by’,

‘What are you trying to tell me dear friend?
Shall I be like you?
To dance and trance and play about,
When the sun is over my head too?
Burning me, soaking me,
Trying to deflect me from my path,
To whom should I turn about?

As like you my life has to flow on,
On and on it has to flow,
Taking along if it comes so,
Everything does not go your way...
even then try to be like me---happy and smiling,
And then you will have the secret of success..!!!

Did you hear about the balance of nature that goes on?
In the same way balance your joys and sorrows on and on,
In times of droughts don’t fill the river with tears...
Crying out in vain..!!

But try to work hard and chase your dreams
As thunder and rain will welcome you again and again,
Then surely after you meet your goal,
you'll be delighted and satisfied with your own self..
and people would admire you,
and some will envy you.....
for your determination, ambitions and success..!!
but you should just soar on and on,
with head held in sky, and feet still firmly on ground...!!!

THEN THE RIVER SAYS--
"Remember me; think of me, flowing quietly,
and then like me your dreams will come to reality’...!!!

MY STRUGGLES GIVE ME STRENGTH..!!!

2008-03-18T14:39:00.006+05:30

My Yesterday was so miserable
With gloomy memories, and places,
Like a sad story with a sad title,
Like a mirror broken into pieces...!!!

My Yesterday tries to put me to the test ,
A letter in the drawer, a book on the desk..!!
They’re still like a bullet piercing my chest...
Yet, today my Yesterday seems grotesque...!!!

Yesterday I touched the bottom of despair
Mad and dark I’ll let it repeat never..!!
My Yesterday disappeared somewhere
Today’s morning was truer and wiser...!!!

Now I’m strong... It’s unbelievable,
I feel regular beating of my heart..!!
It’s summer! No tear and no trouble,
Goodbye Yesterday! The sun is so bright...!!!!

FRIENDSHIP [repost of the previous poem]

2008-03-16T18:18:00.007+05:30

this is a poem that i wrote for 2 very special friends of mine--- nidhi and shweta. but i must say it holds true for each of my best friends--- puneet [humji], saleem [sal], sidhanth [sid], sugandha [suggu], ruchi [chi], kunal [kundal], vikram phulka[vicku], harwinder kaur[harry], aaradhana, sweekriti [sweeky], ramandeep kaur [rasna], samriti, poonam [pooh-the rockstar], neha [bector], amritpal [bachi], damandeep singh puri [tanker]. sourabh[blessu], jugesh [jogi/mota], chandan[chandu], yadwinder [yadu]..... this is also for 2 of my friends who are not in this world with me now, but their memories will always be etched in my life-- sartaaj [giani] and lavneesh [lachhi]......!!!!

SO GUYS THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU ALL------ thanx a lot buddies. u really made me what i am..!!

When I cry, you are there to help me out,
When I am happy, you are there to hear me shout,
When I grin you know that I am really mad..!!
you can always tell when I am sad,
You are one of the best friends I have ever had..!!!

You are there with me through thick and thin,
You offer a helping hand when I am dim,
You patiently listen when I want to talk,
You tell me I am good even when I have been bad,
you correct me whenever i go wrong,
You are one of the best friends I have ever had..!!!

So hear me out when I say--
You are the light in my day,
You are the moon in my night..!!
That made my life so bright,
With you I am always glad,
You are one of the best friends I have ever had..!!!

Thanks for all the ways you share,
For all the ways you care,
For all the times and laughs we share.!!!
Thanks for all the patience you show,
To bear with my antics and jokes,
Maybe that’s why, in friendship we are the best blokes..!!!

I WANT HER...ONLY IF...

2008-03-14T17:49:00.007+05:30

Lovely eyes as big as the ocean ,
Teeth white as pearls ,
A face like an angel ,
The body every girl wants…
The personality a guy wants in every girl ,
She can bring you up when you’re sad…
You can get lost in time thinking about her...!!!

I would do anything for her ,
Change anything about me for her ,
Anything just to make her happy,
If she’s sad I’m sad…
Even if it has nothing to do with me …!!!

She should be like an angel,
so that i would always want her back…
She would make me so happy.
Living without her would be unbearable ,
She’s the only one I should want to be with ,
The only one I really love ,
I'll find just talking to her is addicting …
but I want only a love that is purely understanding,
Purely divine and never binding...!!!

Because true love can wait,
for the time you spend together is only yours...
even if it's for a few stolen moments...!!!
because true love understands,
that your beloved is also a responsible family man...!!!
because true love is never binding...
but it provides a breath of bliss, freshness,
and freedom to the soul...!!!

EVERY SOUL IS SPECIAL..!!!

2008-02-13T19:47:00.007+05:30

God made the mountains,
kiss the clouds..
that we may look up,
Beyond our own small world…
and strive to reach great heights..!!
He made the ocean wide and mighty,
to remind us of the greatness of his love,
and the power of his strength..!!
He frosts the earth,
With diamonds in the winter…
to reveal the riches,
That await us in heaven.!!
and he awakens the earth,
with a profusion of lilacs and daffodils…
in the spring to show us,
that we've been given…
the gift of eternal life…!!
He has created masterpieces,
and every one of them,
are part of the circle of life and serve..!!!
some great purpose.
From the forests, to the valleys,
across the dales, and even to the
most distant twinkling star,
and the early morning mist that
creeps over the hills,
God has blessed the earth with
his talented hand.
So do you think that God could have
erred when he made you?
Of course he didn't.
You're perfect,
exactly what God intended you to be.
As the earth is reborn this spring,
remember that you're one of
God's great masterpieces,
a testament to his infinite
wisdom and perfection.

life rocks on every moment...!!!!

2008-01-15T12:00:00.002+05:30

this is a creation of my friend PUNEET...... he didn't have a blog, so asked me to display it here...!!!! hopefully all would like this also, juzz as i did :-)

Life rocked every moment, as I used to spend every moment on the rocks,
Life was a smile, it was happiness, it was adventure, and in short it was great..
and Now it’s all about my shoulders carrying the weight……
The Weight of my parent’s expectation;
the weight of the faith of my friends in me.
life has put a question mark on me?;
Am I the one to whom god wants to show what life is, or life wants to show who god is,
Confused between these,here I am, standing in a mist; all hidden….
Seeking is what I have always done;
Thinking; life is to seek what I need….
I need friends,I need close ones,I need love;
I got all but lost it too, it just took a split of a second….
Second is what matters a lot, life changes again n again,
Life again played hide n seek, I m seeking what god wanted to hide….
Hidden is my future, my life, my expectations, my dreams,
Dreams are what I need,and fulfilling then is what I look forward to….
I am looking towards you with my folded hands;
shower the blessings that I dream of,
I dream off living life;
living life to fulfill my friend’s faith in me,
my parents, satisfied and their expectations fulfilled,
Expectation of the one who is in me, as my soul.
Soul Is what I live for , I live for you my love……
Love is what i searched for,
here n there, Here n everywhere,
it came but I don’t know where it went;
i Repent that's why I don’t have the courage to fight n hold things back,
Broken is my back, just need some one to back me up,
Up then i ll come n higher i ll go ,
where no one would have a control….
Higher n higher is what I dream off ,
but here I am just calling everything off.
Off I go in the darkness,
off I go where no one is there;
just me hiding from god so that he doesn’t find me,
n take away the darkness n leaves me broken in front of all…

YOU ARE THE MASTERPIECE..!!!!!

2007-12-28T18:30:00.003+05:30

I wanted to write a poem about you,
set you to art,
sketch out your beauty through words
the way God creates poetry with each sunrise,
because the sun always rises
when I think about you..!!

If I could, I'd paint your likeness,
and put poppies and tall grass
all around you.
You'd lie back and stare at the clouds,
your eyes full of stars.
And I'd be able to keep you beside me,
watch you forever,
and ponder your thoughts..!!

Maybe I'll put you in a love song
that's sticky and sweet,
because after you entered my life,
I finally understood....
what romantic songs are always raving about,
and how love can hurt so good..!!

On second thought.
I'll take you as you are,
chuck you up to divine artistry,
because you're already
a masterpiece
and who in the world could
improve upon that?

RAJNIKANTH anna....... MIND IT..!!!! ;-)

2007-12-21T18:53:00.002+05:30

THIS ISN'T MY ORIGINAL CREATION. GOT IT IN A MAIL..... AND FOUND IT AWESOME, SO WANNA SHARE WITH U ALL..!!!

Newton came to India and watched a few Tamil movies that had his head spinning. He was convinced that all his logic and laws in physics were just a huge pile of junk and apologized for everything he had done. In the movies of Rajanikanth, Newton was confused to such an extent that he went paranoid.

Here are a few scenes

1) Rajanikanth has a Brain Tumor which, according to the doctors can't be cured and his death is imminent. In one of the fights, our great Rajanikanth is shot in the head. To everybody's surprise, the bullet passes through his ears taking away the tumor along with it and he is cured! Long Live Rajanikanth!

2) In another movie, Rajanikanth is confronted with 3 gangsters. Rajanikanth has a gun but unfortunately only one bullet and a knife. Guess, what he does? He throws the knife at the middle gangster? & shoots the bullet towards the knife. The knife cuts the bullet into 2 pieces, which kills both the gangsters on each side of the middle gangster & the knife kills the middle one.

3) Rajanikanth is chased by a gangster. Rajanikanth has a revolver but no bullets in it. Guess, what he does. Nah? not even in your remotest imaginations. He waits for the gangster to shoot. As soon as the gangster shoots, Rajanikanth opens the bullet compartment of his revolver and catches the bullet. Then, he closes the bullet compartment and fires his gun. Bang... the gangster dies...

This was too much for our Newton to take! He was completely shaken and decided to go back. But he happened to see another movie for one last time, and thought that at least one movie would follow his theory of physics. The whole movie goes fine and Newton is happy that all in the world hasn't changed. Oops, not so fast!

The 'climax' finally arrives. Rajanikanth gets to know that the villain is on the other side of a very high wall. So high that Rajanikanth can't jump even if he tries like one of those superman techniques that our heroes normally use. Rajanikanth has to desperately kill the villain because it's the climax. (Newton dada is smiling since it is virtually impossible?) Rajanikanth suddenly pulls two guns from his pockets. He throws one gun in the air and when the gun has reached above the height of the wall, he uses the second gun and shoots at the trigger of the first gun in air. The first gun fires off and the villain is dead.

thinking of you...

2007-12-20T20:45:00.004+05:30

I'am in turmoil,
filled with intoxicating,
thoughts of you..
Dreaming of the evenings i'll spend with you,
in your warm arms;
and the mornings,
i'll awaken to feel you,
lying besides me..!!!!

I never knew,
that someone could,
have such a powerful effect on my heart..!!
i can't comprehend,
what you have done to me and my life,
EVEN MY SENSE ARE NOW YEARNING FOR YOU..!!!!!

YOU MAKE ME FEEL DIVINE..!!!

2007-12-05T00:24:00.003+05:30

I used to lament life,
and cry about my woes,
yearning for something,
that would make me feel whole..!!!!

I didn't know,
that love has the power,
to mend the wounds of soul..!!
But when you stood besides me,
and put your hand in mine,
a world that seemed so bleak,
became so divine..!!!!

When you told me,
that i can do it,
that i am the best and can easily beat the rest,
that i just have to believe in myself,
to again be better than the best,
That was the time,
when i knew that,
love holds so much bliss..!!!
And that's the time,
WHEN I FELT DIVINE.!!!

FRIENDSHIP..!!!!!!

2007-11-20T20:40:00.004+05:30

this is a poem that i wrote for 2 very special friends of mine--- nidhi and shweta. but i must say it holds true for each of my best friends--- puneet [humji], saleem [sal], kunal [kundal], vikram phulka[vicku], harwinder kaur[harry], aaradhana, sweekriti [sweeky], ramandeep kaur [rasna], samriti, poonam [pooh-the rockstar], damandeep [tanker]. sourabh[blessu], jugesh [jogi/mota], chandan[chandu], yadwinder [yadu]..... this is also for 2 of my friends who are not in this world with me now, but their memories will always be etched in my life-- sartaaj [giani] and lavneesh [lachhi]......!!!!

SO GUYS THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU ALL------ thanx a lot buddies. u really made me what i am..!!

NEVER EVER ENOUGH OF YOU..!!!!!!

2007-11-09T22:34:00.003+05:30

You could give me a kiss,
that would sizzle to the core;
yet I'd not be appeased
if you gave me a dozen more.!!!

You could hold me close
to warm this heart of red
yet you'd find that my
desire had not fled..!!!

You could visit me at night
and please me with your touch.
yet come the dawn,
I'd want you just as much..!!!

You could try something old,
or something new and improved,
yet my hunger for you
could never be removed..!!!

You could kiss me, hold me,
and vow your love so true,
but no matter what you do,
I'll never get enough of you..!!!!

I Can Feel You..!!!

2007-11-06T04:45:00.003+05:30

You're far away,
but, I can feel you.
You exist in my every breath,
in every beat of my heart,
adding a spectacular sizzle
in all the right places...!!!

Even when I close my eyes,
I see your face and feel
the fire of your caress.
Your presence is a tangible thing...
yet as hard to grasp as the air...!!!

I reach for you,
but you elude me.
Still, I can feel you;
the softness of a petal,
a warm wind on my cheek,
a ray in my vision,
a distant light that
ever draws me near...!!!

I can feel you,
because i love and trust you so,
that you be with me or not,
i can feel your love,
your touch, your smile, your support,
and the heavenly bliss of our love..!!!!

THE WORLD TO ME...!!!!!

2007-10-28T07:46:00.005+05:30

you're the world to me---
there's no one quite like you..!!
you are the one i love,
the one i want to touch.!!
i give you my heart,
and i need you so much..!!!!

offer me your soothing caresses,
fill me with your wonderful light..;
soothe my aching heart,
and hold me through the days and nights..!!!!

the mere sound of your voice,
summons deep emotions within..;
like an old familiar song,
and like the comforts of a friend..!!!!

when you are near,
i am lost to the thoughts of love..;
as you touch me with a magic,
that's as grand as the stars above..!!!!

i want to hold your hand,
i hunger for your kiss..;
offer me sweet tidings,
of true love's tender bliss..!!!!

i want to hold you tight,
because the only clothes that look best,
around a woman's body..;
are her lover's arms, than all the rest..!!!!

i promise...;
our love shall soar carried on the wings of trust..!!!
so give me your heart..;
and bless my aching heart...
with the bliss of your heavenly love..!!!!

TIT FOR TAT story---

2007-10-26T00:55:00.002+05:30

A very shy young man goes into a bar and sees a beautiful woman sitting alone.
After an hour he gathers enough courage to go and ask her,

"Er... Excuse me, but would you mind if I sat here beside you?"

She responds in a loud voice :
”NO, I DON'T WANT TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH YOU!"

Everyone in the bar turns to stare at them.
The young man is surprised, shocked and embarrassed and goes back to his table.

After a few minutes the woman walks over to him smiles, apologizes,
and says, "You see, I'm a graduate student in psychology and
I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations."

The young man responds loudly with,

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN FIVE THOUSAND RUPEES? THAT’S TOO MUCH FOR A NIGHT..!!!!"

TOWARDS ETERNITY....!!!! life and its answers..!!!!

2007-10-12T11:04:00.004+05:30

why is it that,
no matter how much you try to hide something,
still your eyes can't lie..!!!
why is it that,
you can tell from someone's eyes,
when he's fooling around..!!!

why is it that,
they say there is love at first sight..!!!
why is it that,
u feel heavens,
when you look into your beloved's eyes..!!!

why is it that,
eyes tell everything,
that a person is trying to hide..!!!
why is it that,
a person is deep within,
only the things that he fiercely hides..!!!

why is it that,
nothing can ever equal,
the warmth of a mother's lap and lullaby,
the care in a beloved's love,
the belief and protection in a father's hug..!!!
the love in a sibling's fight,
the need and want in a child's eyes,
and the care and concern behind a friend's anger and advice..!!!

why is it that,
best lessons are learnt through pains,
most lovable relations start through fights and strains,
and why we have to lose before we gain..!!!

why is it that,
no one can see our tears when we cry,
but everyone needs us when we want to laugh and smile..!!!
why is it that,
pains given to us by closest people hurt the most,
and in the end we have to walk all alone along the life's coast..!!!

LIFE KEEPS ON CHANGING THE QUESTIONS,
but one thing that i have come to understand for sure is,
that in life,
OUR CHOICES, AND NOT THE CHANCES, DETERMINE OUR DESTINY,
that ambition without determination has no destination,
that life is meant to be lived, to be enjoyed,
to smile and to spread smiles...
even in most difficult of situations..!!!
because in this world,
there is no market for your sorrows..!!!

so treasure the biggest gift by god,
and that is you and LIFE itself..!!!

FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS..!!!!!

2007-10-08T16:58:00.003+05:30

Trouble arrives in measures,
and we stack it up real high,
until we're convinced,
we have no reason to try.

If you feel defeated,
you're absolutely wrong,
for if you follow your dream,
you could never lose for long.

Ignore the minor set-backs
that pile up and trouble you,
or you will build a mountain,
out of the stones hurled at you.

The future holds great promise,
your destiny unknown,
but God is always helping,
and you're never alone.

Soar bravely toward your goal.
Let nothing darken the way.
You can change your tomorrow,
if you seek your dream today.

IF ONLY YOU KNEW...!!!!!

2007-10-07T20:14:00.003+05:30

If only you knew,
how my heart overflows with love for you.
If only you could see
the way you fill my hopes and dreams.

You're the owner of my heart,
the ruler supreme.
Even in the dark of night,
I've only to think about you
to feel your loving light
and from this world I drift
feeling as if
I'll never touch the ground again....

If only you could guess
how I hear your voice when others speak;
for you hold the key to my happiness,
and it's always you my soul seeks.

If only you could feel,
how your very presence
has the power to heal,
all the wounds inside me.
You've made me abandon
the pain of yesterday,
and you've shown me
that the past can no longer
stand in the way,
of what I hope to achieve..!!!!!

If only you could realize
the way you've shown me
that it's better to give
than to take,
and whatever I do,
I do for your sake.
I'm willing to give you my all,
and expect nothing in return.
But, oh how I yearn
for you...
if only you knew.!!!!!

MISUNDERSTANDINGS---- do u think before you speak??

2007-10-01T13:31:00.002+05:30

There are different levels of misunderstanding, but they're never fun to deal with. The worse part of being misunderstood is when you say something that's taken negatively, but you didn't really mean what you said in the way the receiver perceived it. It's a potentially dangerous situation because feelings can get hurt, no matter how many times you explain that you didn't mean what you said in the way the person thought you meant it.

This doesn't always mean that the speaker is entirely in the clear. We have situations where a good friend took something you said wrong, and it takes a very long time to convince him/her that you hadn't meant what you said in the way he/she took it. It is important to that he understands and believes you, because you care very much about preserving your friendship. In the end, after long sinceare talks he/she says that they believe you, but in the back of your mind you still wonder if everything is truly okay.

Will those same words come back to haunt you one day? you can't take them back; all you can do is continue to maintain that you didn't mean to hurt her.

Such situation once happennd, should make you resolve to be more careful in the future. If you have a habit of blurting things out sometimes without taking the time to think about possible consequences, then why not change this habit if its harming you and your relationships.????

Words are so powerful. It doesn't matter in what form they leave your body -- whether through your lips as spoken syllables or through your fingers for the purposes of being read -- they have the power to change things.

How is the other person going to interpret what you say? Even if you didn't mean what you said negatively, there's always a possibility it could be taken that way.

So, think twice before you speak. Analyze the situation, judge the other person on an equal footing and choose your words perfectly and carefully according to the situation and according to the deeds of the other person.!!!!

And even then if you think that the other person deserves harsh treatment and words, then go ahead and don’t think of consequences if you are on the righteous side. Because being polite and sensible doesn’t mean that you have to be good even with the bad.!!!!

If being honest, true and righteous means becoming unpopular and rude, then you shouldn’t avoid saying the truth..!!!!

But, if you think that the situation or the deeds of the other person don’t warrant such an action, then you should choose your words carefully and be warm and polite.

Remember, if u should be harsh and strong-worded with a bad person, then you also have a responsibility to be polite and sensitive to a good and honest person..!!!

MUSIC....!!!!!!!

2007-09-27T03:35:00.004+05:30

"MUSIC" A Small word but has a great power. Makes people of eighty's to sixteens .It is not your's or some one's else's.. Every Body can feel, can enjoy to the maximum levels. Music is always your company........
LOVE MUSIC ... ENJOY MUSIC
Music is any combination of noise that resonates with a person & makes them feel happy. Life without music will be a mistake, life without music will be not human!
Music is part of our lives whether we realize it or not, whether we actively participate in it or not, whether we appreciate its power or not. This is, in fact, the real power of music.........
that it can affect us whether we are aware of it or not.
so.... don't stop. just groove in. surrender yourself to the immense powers of MUSIC..!!!!!

salutations to the WOMEN..!!!!!!

2007-09-27T03:32:00.004+05:30

i thought of telling what i really think about women,,,

what i percieve them as and wheather i respect them or not!!!!!

i won't say anything.... it wud be upto u to judge..................

SALUTING THE WOMEN IN MY LIFE AND EVERYONE ELSE'S------------

they make us smile when we are down and out,

they care for us when there is no hope, when we are alone, when we need a helping hand..!!

they are the glamour and real fun of our party's and our lives,

they are sincerest frnds when we need one.!!!!!

they love us, adore us, pamper us men,

and they scold us and set us right on track when we go wrong..!!!!!!

they encourage us in every endevour of our life,

they discourage us from making a waste of our life,

!!!..they make us what we are..!!!

they are with us in every moment, every sphere of our life,

sometimes as a mother, somtimes as a wife,

maybe as a lover or maybe as a soulmate..!!!!

maybe as a sister,

or a daughter,

or just as a simple, pure, sinceare friend..,

who is always there in best and even worst of times..!!!!

biggest of them all,,,

they bear us when we are just to be born..!!!

they bring us to life,,,,

that's why they are the biggest gift of god to mankind...!!!!!

and if a woman can bring us to life,,,, then they can just do anything..!!!!

YOU WOMEN ROCK..!!! YOU ARE THE BEST...!!!!!!!

BLUE WITHOUT YOU..!!!!

2007-09-27T03:25:00.002+05:30

My red heart is blue,
because I'm missing you.

Every day, I think about you,

and I imagine how great

every hour,

every minute,

and every second would be

if you were here with me.

Every night, when I lie in bed,

I dream that you're beside me,

holding me close to you.

If you were, I'd whisper in your ear,

how much I love you,

and what u mean to me.

Since you came into my life,

nothing has been the same.

I've experienced love to its fullest,

and I've tasted a beauty that never ends,

because you're where my happiness begins.

I'm incomplete without you, and

I'll never stop loving you.

You're the world to me,

in brilliant colors.

You're my best friend,

a favorite song that will never end,

And together is where we should be.

Someday soon, I pray,

i know,

that you'll walk through the door,
and take this heartache away.

AM I IN LOVE...?????

2007-09-27T03:20:00.002+05:30

Does she love me????
I don’t know, but do I love her???
Well I think so…..

But as on a winter morning,
Nothing to me is clear.
So, I think about it, exploring,
As I move layer by layer.

I feel fresh, as soon as,
I hear her voice.
Like a cold breeze blowing,
Through my hair.

I feel revived as soon as I see her.
I get relaxed,
As I go on talking to her,
For hours and hours……
And time just seems to stop by.

I feel her around me,
Even when I can’t see her.
I close my eyes and she’s here,
I open my eyes,
And she’s just everywhere.

I want to care for her,
And I also want to dare for her.
I feel like crying, when she cries,
But the man in me;
Wants to hold her tight,
And say “its all right”.

I feel possessed by her,
And yes, I am even obsessed by her.
She’s my life’s passion,
And what a sweet passion she is.
If all this is love; then,
“yes I am in love, and she’s my love”

YOU..!!!!!!

2007-09-27T03:10:00.005+05:30

What you do for me is wonderful;
Than the greatest dream,
I can ever dream.
What you give me is more than, what,
I could ever think of asking for.

Every hour is a miracle; that,
I only need to have inner eyes to see.

And yet, life’s a razor edge,
That I walk upon—
That sometimes knicks my soul,
But, even as it starts to bleed,
The wounds begin to heal.

Sometimes, I falter and fall;
But, even as I am going to fall,
Something within sets me right.

You are the sun, the star;
And the moon.
You are the chill of winter, and,
The heat of a summer noon.You are not what you would appear to seem,
You are my heart,
My something within,
My miracle and my dream.

“This” you are, “That” you are too,
There is just no way of defining “YOU”.

LIFE'S MANTRA....!!!

2007-09-27T03:09:00.002+05:30

in life,,,. either u do or u don't...there's juzz no trying.
"i tried" is juzz another excuse used by losers. if we give something our best and most determined shot.... then we have no need to say.."i tried"... we then juzz say "i have done it".